Most Meaningful Drug Experiences I've Had As I Think Of Them:
1. roughly 8-12mg 2CB snorted for my first and only time (Pill was supposedly 20mg but I heard the press was underdosed) in February 2020. Didn't trip too hard, But had a GLORIOUS, beautiful, awe-inspiring walk through my neighborhood in the New Hampshire cold air, snow and slush while relistening to Exmilitary by Death Grips, saw the setting sun, and almost cried from the beauty of life. Breathing in and out. A few days later, I was sent to the hospital overnight for a psychotic episode, then after that, had a RC Benzo "overdose".
2. DMXE, summer 2021, lines all day, popping 0.5 Klonopin + staggering Gabapentin with it as well. Beautiful rainbow auras; beautiful, loving flowing conversation with my boyfriend from Arizona visiting me for 6 weeks at the time. Spent 3 hours talking without realizing. Talked about EVERYTHING with no hangups. 10/10. One of the happiest days of my life.
3. Summer 2022, my aunt just passed away from a Brain embolism, and I'm dealing with adultery temptations (AKA I wanted to cheat on my current BF with my best friend but didn't want to admit that to myself). My mom is away for 2 days at the time, so my real life "plug" (who ended up being a major fucking asshole), drives me around so I can get as many DXM products as I want.
I have a 2-3 day BIG binge (took around 1000-1200mg total), and at 2am around the first night of the binge, I decided to relisten to "Twin Fantasy" by Carseat Headrest. I close my eyes and am transported to the Ultimate Love dimension in which vague entities show me how my boyfriend is my ultimate soulmate, and I can't just leave him for my best friend because our sex life just kinda sucks sometimes, as he's been with me through TOO FUCKING MUCH. I immediately dropped all baggage for that friend, and apologized to my boyfriend deeply. It's all in the past now, but it really taught me something special. I almost hit sigma during this . LOL
4. I had another beautiful experience regarding Carseat Headrest Twin Fantasy before that also!!! January 2022, one of my other aunts passed to suicide, and to cope, I started using DMT, as well as relapsing into DXM. One night, after hitting the DMT vape on 300mg DXM like crazy, while smoking Delta 8 Sprayed flower (DONT do that.), I listened to the album for the first time. It was a LONG and GLORIOUS and MAGNIFICENT journey through landscapes beyond any imagination.
5. Vaping DMT and meeting a beautiful fallen angel art/surreal entity, and kissing him on his fucked up mouth.
6. When I was first starting to smoke weed in 2018 and had the most vivid, lucid CEVs I have ever fucking had of my partner at the time leaving me and saying she did not love me anymore, then approximately 1 week later, what I envisioned came to reality/came true. I predicted the future on weed once, essentially. :+(.
More than this but. Y'know.