Don't really know or care where to post this but after being an opiate addict for shit, about 2.5 years, I can actually say I've finally quit. I've been through tapering 2 times and after the most recent one; 2 weeks after I had been opiate free the desire caused me to get high or whatever you want to call it. I got high for 3 days straight and then I realised that a part of me that had been dead for a long time was starting to come back and my desire to see what that part of me was overrode my desire to continue being high, however I still have been smoking weed and doing nitrous which I believe has helped this part of me come out. Anyway; I didn't even know I was dead, but I know for sure that now I am alive.
