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Conspiracies The Covid Narrative

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Even idiot is not separate from perspective and ultimately doesn't really hold meaning it just lacks context so is a temporary term until otherwise

Term=time. Too.

And we continue to imagine otherwise
 
that's me too

im already dumb enough, i dont need anything thats gonna make me dumber

LSD doesn't do that - at least to me anyway.....i feel like my brain is running most optimally after LSD - not that im living proof from my most intellgent writings here....but how i feel is what really matters right?

and i feel pretty fuckin good

good enough to know that i don't want any kind of injection of misc debris into my system that might throw that off
 
That's the whole point we literally are not game here because "game" is something that you "choose" to "play".

Just speaking plain undeniable facts here.

I choose to play my own game at all times and I invite all others to play it with me as long as the will is sincere and positive.
 
LSD focuses your mind and unravels your cobwebs. 400 mcg is a lot for breakfast, but clearly AT has learnt to tolerate massive doses. Either that or the blotter needs to be better. I suspect the former. I've worked out most of the trauma in my head. There's very little left. So, full doses of acid don't floor me like they used to. I know by now that it's all in my head, no matter how convincing it happens to be. I'm not going to end up stressing about anything... but give me enough acid and I might struggle to make a cheese sandwich or pee standing up with any degree of accuracy.

Same thing for weed and alcohol and everything else. One drink improves my confidence and relaxes me. Twenty drinks forces me descend into a swamp monster. Too much weed and I'm a zombie... Hell, if you take enough amphetamines you go totally batshit and you can't remember what you were doing five minutes ago.

Everything in moderation.

AT said:
Just speaking plain undeniable facts here.
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Krinkle said:
it's all perspective
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EDIT: (on topic for @cduggles)

I don't think anybody likes COVID or vaccines.
 
birdup said:
LSD focuses your mind and unravels your cobwebs. 400 mcg is a lot for breakfast, but clearly AT has learnt to tolerate massive doses. Either that or the blotter needs to be better. I suspect the former. I've worked out most of the trauma in my head. There's very little left. So, full doses of acid don't floor me like they used to. I know by now that it's all in my head, no matter how convincing it happens to be. I'm not going to end up stressing about anything... but give me enough acid and I might struggle to make a cheese sandwich or pee standing up with any degree of accuracy.

Same thing for weed and alcohol and everything else. One drink improves my confidence and relaxes me. Twenty drinks forces me descend into a swamp monster. Too much weed and I'm a zombie... Hell, if you take enough amphetamines you go totally batshit and you can't remember what you were doing five minutes ago.

Everything in moderation.





EDIT: (on topic for @cduggles)

I don't think anybody likes COVID or vaccines.
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I'm lucky to be alive today seriously. Without certain people around i.e. my mum, I was a sleepwalking danger to myself following an unintentinal unknown benzo overdose due to dissulotion inconsistencies.

What on paper should be 5 mg's Etizolam was at least 25 minimum.

I walked out of that unconscious no memory state into 400 Micrograms of LSD, which is my trade, but nearly ending my life by mistaken benzo dosing and the immediate conscious aftermath of that, is a new trade to me even.

One I'm not looking to make a living out of.

Covid has everything to do with this potition, state, condition and mindset I am in now too. That's a big statement. To me it's a statement. It's only big, without context.
 
I didn't want a covid vaccine for a few reasons which I'm not gonna go into

But I may need to make some intercontinental trips in the near future and life will be easier with a vaccine card than without for the next 3-6 months imo

So I got the J&J one shot and, more importantly, a vaccine card

No real side effects besides feeling like I had the flu and a sore arm for 48 hours
 
decided on the count of how fucking ill i currently am , (Day 6) of this bad cold or possibly flu, that i should probably get the vaccine but im so fucking terrible at making decisions, choices.. so not sure which one to ask for
 
So this now covid drug from merck that was subsidized by the government will cost roughly 40x the cost of its production, is that concerning to anyone ? Our tax money went into developing this drug then they screw us on the back end too?
 
It's sort of funny (but not funny ha-ha); I kept telling myself for the first year-and-change that getting both doses of an effective vaccine would change everything.

Naive, in hindsight.

Obviously, I'm still glad I have it; I'm less stressed out about ending up with long-haul COVID (which would definitely send me spiralling downwards and give me an excuse to stop caring about not being high on dope 24/7). But very little has changed, really. I still sweat the idea of picking up a very mild asymptomatic case and killing my prednisone-taking grandmother or some kind old geriatric immunocompromised sumbitch. I still wear a mask at work because of regulations and the aforementioned fear. I still worry.

When the first lockdown hit back in March of '20, I remember talking to family members;
"It'll be over by the Summer; let's plan a road-trip for August"
"Not happening! This won't blow over until the New Year"
"I give it six months"
How wrong we all were. How stupid, really. A family of teachers and intellectuals, and nobody could fathom (and recoiled at the thought of) a change so simultaneously monumental and humdrum that it flings the human race into a bizarro world in which both nothing and everything are different, forever. Change is rarely what we think it will look like, and it's rarely gift-wrapped in a box with a manufacturer's insert detailing the terms and conditions. It's... subtle, it's slow, it's the pot of gradually boiling water that you don't realize is steadily increasing in temperature. That isn't how it is in documentaries or history books. It's given me an appreciation for what it would have been like to live in Western Europe in 1937, '38, '39. A world that's decidedly the world you know, but... wrong.
Everything changes, but nothing changes. The world stops, in the mind, but outside, it keeps on turning. It never stops; it never stopped.

And so really, it shouldn't have come as a surprise that the vaccine didn't feel like it changed much, for me. Change is subtle, change is incessant; change is seamless.
But the modicum of peace-of-mind is worth it. It's less stressful to only worry about killing other people, instead of worrying about killing other people and being killed yourself.

God- I remember, sometime around 2016, talking to my father.
"What will be my generational struggle? Every generation seems to have one. It's so boring, da- where's our 'great undertaking', our war, our challenge?"
"Patience. It'll come."
And boy, it did. How silly I feel, having asked that question. How immature.
Most of us, I think, will remember this time. When we lived history, when we fought with each other incessantly, when we came together in both unity and division; when we were challenged and both shrank from that challenge and ran bravely full-tilt into it's dangerous gnashing gears and roiling machinery. A time to be alive; a time to remember.

And that, I guess, is, perhaps, the slightest of silver linings; perhaps it is better to have lived than to have never lived at all.
But- one has to survive, in order to remember. And for that reason, I am unreservedly grateful for the decades of medical prowess and research that culminated in the wide distribution of a safe and effective vaccine that will afford my the opportunity to tell my eventual grandkids of this time, to spin tales of lockdown and misery and despair and conflict, to pass on lessons that can maybe help them avoid and survive their own generational trauma.
I hope.

Be well,

Dus Aster
 
w01fg4ng said:
My fear of needles kept me away from them.

Fear is a healthy and normal emotion. It's what you do with it that can make a man out of you or break you like the little girl you are.
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me too, I’m thankful for my needle phobia because I have never crossed the line to injecting drugs. If that makes me a pussy, I’m alright with that.

didn’t stop me getting vaccinated though.

So this now covid drug from merck that was subsidized by the government will cost roughly 40x the cost of its production, is that concerning to anyone ? Our tax money went into developing this drug then they screw us on the back end too?
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Disappointing but unsurprising
 
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