@AutoTripper
I'm not sure I thought it through very well.
Seventh joint. 14th standard drink (gin / Australian pale ale / Dutch lager). Plus unknown amount of etizolam... plus at least 10mg of dex.
I was fearful checking back in here for one reason.
I am a right hothead. I was concerned you would feel that was a jab at yourself. (Didn't actually mean a punn there either)
I often in fact always disregard who makes comment and reply in principle.
And I am very cranky 6 days into Flu out of likely 42, so getting there!
My head is far from a good place, muggy too from flu.
So I was just being passionate about my position, and mockint the idea that I could possibly be bribed for material or experiential pleasure gain by abandoning every thought, feeling and word ever spoken of my beiief system, incentives and priorities.
There can simply be no pleasure or gain in that path for me.
I'm looking at this rationally. Lol. "With" haha new use daily that, perspective though.
Like, my own drug taking is not some toxic unknown gamble for some alleged greater good I am personally not convinced of one piece, and has genuine known risks, which none of the drugs I use do, and they serve me, at my own free will, discretion and choice, all year round.
I understand exactly why Inuse every type of herb, food, supplement, drug, which are very natural for the most part. I am fully aware of what I receive from each "substance" i.e. turmeric, cayenne, garlic.
Everything.
No different with my own drug use. It's a mistake to be so blanketlypainting "drug use" in pure stereotypical manner, as harm to self. Consent to trashing health.
Voluntary, irresponsible self poison.
That is my point I was trying to get across. I am sorry if it came adross as directed, it really wasn't.