the ciggerette break

[LILJo]

i sit here with ciggerette in hand thinking about what happened.
this love we had that faded in and faded out.... and faded out again.
what is it about me that doesn't let my heart keep steady
that wants it to beat faster and faster til the dead stop.
what is this infactuation i have of sorrow and the romantic satire i love to play at on my finger tips.
but this is me playing games with myself like a princess locked away in a tower from some disney movie.
do i wanna be saved?
no i guess i have this false conception of a perfect man.
i question myself cause i cant accept flaws and there are no mistakes.
one strike and your out. but i gave second chance something i never gave to another.
so why did this love fade in and faded out...and faded out again
the ciggerette is burning low
so you were almost perfect but i couldn't accept your apologie
because that meant you were human and i couldnt deal with it.
i was scared because you were almost the perfect man.
i ran away til my heart lost consciousness
so this is where it faded...faded out again
now the ciggerette is about to burn out and i take one last drag before casting it to the ground
breaks over

 

[Tribal Hybridz]

you know whats worste? goin back to work after that sentimental cigarrette. anyway, lookin for THE perfect person is impossible, unless that same person is lookin for the perfect one too. that way, the games seem sooo childish after that first kiss. keep it real, and kiss to send into a bliss

 

[Siany]

I like this piece... I like the way it was written. Too many times I have contemplated my life over cigarette breaks. Very real (",)