So, i only tried DCK like twice or three times two years ago, my judgment being that it was euphoric and a nice way to mimic drunk effects at low doses but cold, dysphoric, physically uncomfortable and bland at high doses.
But, as it is considered a standard here and seems to fit the qualities i seek in dissociatives, and also due to the fact i saw that i was almost only sticking to few cherished substances and no more trying to fullfil my curiosity and novelty, i ordered it again.
So at first, tan sandy fine powder, the 50mg i took nasally (i guess that i've built a bit of a tolerance during this summer with dissociatives), felt fitted the above feeling, prior rush of physical euphoria, strong sedation, pleasant, nothing much more, then shortly after a cold/neutral/bland dissociation.
But i was guessing it wasn't neutral or bland, it felt like there was something hidden, neutral and bland was just an emergence of something hidden, of an headspace, a bit of a dark place.
So, i went eating, chatting, etc, during 3hrs and while not having the initial euphoria rush anymore, the mysterious dark headspace was still there, and not depleasant, even seducing. I mean, when am on end/afterglow of a MXPr, or DMXE or 2-DCK dose i.e. i feel the opposite, it's bright, shiny, lovely, poetic, very nice afterglow similar to psychedelics, but there it was the other part, dark analyzing the world rather than poetically edifying it.
So 4hrs later my first dose i redosed 82mg (it should be heavy for DCK, i guess purity and a bit of tolerance played a role) intranasal.
From there, it defined more precisely, it was very very lucid, yet euphoric and kinda dark.
Lucid, i mean at the same level of 2F-DCK and even more, because i've been able to write very properly on my phone without much zjjzhzkk in it all along the night.
Euphoric like the ego inflation and motivation of coke, but a ton shit way smoother, but still this in character, and a dark, clearly dark, machiavelic pleasure of self power, feeling of inverted enlightenment, as if a satanic force flooded in my blood, but not that intense, just a dark feeling of power, lucidity and euphoria.
May it be sub mania, but the compound was very very sedative physically, which is pleasurable af, but the mental was very present.
It also had the "i am trying to figuring out what is this" aspect of MXE about everything, not properly mindfuckery but the mix of suspicion and amazement about any litte thing. While being very lucid in a dark/deep headspace, extremely comfortably sedated, and a pinch of egotic euphoria.
Finaly, one hour later, i snorted 70mg, and it all shined, stayed the same, but gone deeper. It really take sedation/muscle relaxation very far, the farther i experienced with dissociative undoubtly. Also, again,while it's trippy as fuck, i remained very lucid and functional (at least to understand sentences and to write things). It was not dark in a sad way, just serious and, i want to say tribal, archaic, yet intelligible.
Intelligible and inspirated, i felt a lot in common with MXE or DMXE, that you can hear music in your head after stopping it, creating whole symphonies, CEVs for hours, etc, inspiration being heightened in autonomy.
It stil wasnt a hole dose but something in the character and deepness and of this disso have been totally groundbreaking, very refreashing in comparison to the serotonergic one i usually do.
It was a dark and positive bewitchment. I usually think of DMXE as a extraterrestrial blue cosmic lagoon, this one i can't think of differently than as a firecamp in a archaic mystic cave.
Am sure gonna further experiment that fire.
Am wondering how it mixes with DMXE, should be hell and heaven.
Love
