Dragon-n said:
Alright, that was fucking INSANE.
If you can keep 3-meo-pcp as a booster for MXE and stuff, it's absolutely fantastic. If you are the type of person who goes a little overboard with partying and mixing stuff, probably best to stay away from this one. It can absolutely, without warning, completely flip into a datura/pcp-esque insanity. Out-of-your-mind-bending-backwards-insane, and not in any good way imaginable. Don't read that like it's something you want! =) I've taken MXE to the edge of reality without any issue and I'm telling you, 3-meo-pcp is a BEAST. They are not similar in any way, when taken to their extremes.
I tried 8 mgs. 3-meo-pcp last night and it was pleasantly uninteresting. Not bad, but nothing to write home about. Just like a clear-headed, more stimulating, non-warbly version of MXE. so I added 15 mgs MXE. One of the best combos ever. it was one of the smoothest, most natural blends i've ever experienced. the MXE brought the magic, which was completely absent on meo-pcp alone. Almost felt like a dissociated Roll at times. VERY euphoric and very fun. was listening to music, having a blast, dancing like a complete schitzo lunatic!
And really, that's the only way I can describe it. the energy that 3-meo-pcp brings to MXE is just Schitzo. MXE makes me a little manic but 3-meo-pcp brings MAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAANNNNNNNNNNNIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIAAAAA AAAAAAAA. and i don't mean that in a bad way...yet. it was actually really fun having this schitzo edge to everything, there was nothing dark or sinister about it. there was weird piano music playing in the background (hallucination) the whole time and it just made everything seem so unreal. it was fun playing with the idea that i was completely bonkers, hearing shit out of nowhere.
a couple hours later i re-dosed another 10 mgs MXE. again, really smooth, no complaints. super fun. happy elves and rainbows. even was getting quite realistic OEV at this point, but i wasn't really paying attention to them. then i was like, "let's PARTY!". oh God.....(seriously, it's all good until you say that!)
i dropped another 15 mgs MXE and toked a fat pipe-toke. within a minute my mood totally changed. I KNEW i had done it now. cannabis potentiates dissociatives to an alarming degree, if you haven't noticed. I started getting more and more confused, something i'm very familiar with from MXE and cannabis but this was heading down-hill quickly. i started stumbling a little and had to stop to "find my bearings". then in a flash it descended on me: full blown Pathologically-Insane-Schitzo-Break-From-Reality. this was not MXE. this was not cannabis. yes, they helped. but oh my GOD....
I have blacked out from too high a dose of ayahuasca and i'm telling you, the amount of sheer confused panic on this does not even come close what classic psychs can do. i started seeing my vision from different points in the room than where i was standing. it felt like my head was a pot of water coming to a boil. i felt the pressure of the "steam" rising with the ever-increasing mania. like teeth-shattering, biting-glass-bottles-in-half-mania. i'm so glad i was home alone. i would've scared the shit out of my lady, i think. This has happened before with 3-meo-pcp, though far less drastically, so I knew what to do.
In a complete Berserk Rage I went into my freezer, grabbed my containers of Medicines, ripped the tops off, threw all the baggies onto the counter and started desperately searching for an Etizolam, with hands shaking violently. It was a total "Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas" moment. I couldn't even read the labels I was so far gone, but luckily, I only have one pressed pill product (Etizolam), so it was easy to spot. I ripped the bag open, chewed an Etizolam, and stumbled (basically fell down while moving forward) onto my living room floor.
After this it's a little blurry.
I was so far down an M-Hole, I couldn't have come out if I tried. All I remember is flashes of being in a body-less astral universe and talking to different souls I knew. There were flashes of "this feels like Datura mixed with MXE" but then back down the rabbit-hole I went, into complete insanity. honestly, the things that went on in that place are not of any world. I doubt they are even true reflections of anything real. A Pure, Unbridled, Schizophrenic Maelstrom of Absolute Irrevocable Insanity. Words will do nothing to emphasize this point.
Pulse and vitals were fine the whole time, and I woke up feeling like a million bucks....
Go figure.