Troubled by gems
I've got something to share and inquire about:
In my recent DMT experiences, at 30 mg, during the characteristic patterning of the CEV's, the cells/amoeba's iridescent membranes concrete into gems-like structures or 'diamonds' as I call them. They populate the vista and close in on me, entering my eyes, nostrils and mouth. They are not really a nuisance at this 30 mg level, but they can be physically felt, especially in my mouth. This unnerved me somewhat and I had to open my eyes and ground myself, to get relief from them. On the whole though, I still considered it a fantastic level.
A couple of weeks later, at 40 mg, the same thing happened again (while experiencing LEGO-land for the first time, yay!) and they were now definitely deep in my mouth and were starting to hamper my breathing and swallowing reflex to the point that I had to ask a friend to get me a bucket in case I had to vomit them out. Though this didn't happen, I am worried what will happen at 50 mg, something I am aspiring to do, building up in 5 or 10 mg steps 'till I reach ego-loss.
Since then, the experience repeated itself like clockwork all times (two more of them).
Friendly amongst-friends setting. I did hydrate copiously beforehand (juice). No dental probs, no cough (though I use tobacco).
Does this sound familiar to anyone? Could it be Dimitri is trying to tell me something? A glass mushroom-style pipe with chore boy for a screen was used. Should I try some other medium (ashes?). Should I meditate beforehand? Could it be I am too tight-assed for this experience?
Can anyone help?
Peace.