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The Angry Thread: Debt Until Death...

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Don't you live with your parents? I'd reconsider if I were you...

Try telling us what's wrong, eh?
 
yea man, you wer posting techno tunes in the youtube thread less then 5 mins ago, maybe put on some dubstep or other chilled tunes and skin up? life isnt that bad and also living with parents and stim/benzo/coke induced psychosis leads to holes in walls and no banister on the stairs and the need for a new abode, trust me not worth it
 
too much has changed, i used to be a party guy that everyone liked, now im this fuckin loser that is stuck and bound to a fucking chemical that i need every day

ive lost my personality , ive lost fuckin everything and i cant take it any more

its took control of my life and this is not who i used to be ;'(

im fucking depressed so much and i dunno what to do any more

every day i wish i was dead

heaps of shit !

i show someone else on here but now ur seeing the real me and i just cant fucking take it no more

i had everything and now i hav shit !

say hello to the reaal smackcraft

fuckin crap

so come on show me how i am sposed to be the good man i used to be ? show me some real self control , harm reduction ?~

shite . who gives a fuck any more , none of u know who teh fuck i am , i might as well be dead and none of u would know why , when or what it was all about ..

its FUCKIN SHITE !!!!!!!!
 
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'late at night. can't fucking sleep. how should i know what i'm supposed to be?'- cutting class.

when i can answer that question, i may be in a position to answer yours. until then all we can do is offer what help we can.

have you been to The Dark Side part of the forum? they are a wonderful bunch and might be of help.

i can't even make my own perfect life seem worth living so can't help yours but i can agree that everything is shit and empathise with how you're currently feeling.

PM me if you like man, i have no idea whats going on with you today and as sam pointed out earlier, it may be better to tell someone whats wrong.
 
lol not really an anrgy gripe but im in a race against time to skin up before the turtle pokes his head out lol, smoking a spliff while unloading is nice, anyway god knows why i decided to share that...... :\
 
Smack, I think it will do wonders PM'ing somone. At the very least you'll get a chance to vent, but you may even get some solid advice. Having a good person to chat to during dark times is worth it's weight in gold - are there are hunners of those people on BL!

Hope things get better man
 
well i've done what i can so now i'm angry that i have tried to offer someone help, they haven't enabled me to do so, and they've just created work for me.
 
Got my scales out to measure some MXE and the little tray that goes on them has disappeared and I cant find it, so I tried to use a bottle lid instead, got an almost accurate reading but am just angry that I lost that part of the scales. Guess it wll make me tidy my room to find itl
 
AAARGH can't sleep for about the millionth night in a row, feel like crap, am completely worn out and have a driving lesson at 9am tomorrow - I'll have to cancel I think.. virtually no sleep for days on end + first driving leson in a while is not a good mix :(

Why can't I fucking sleep? I really really really need it at the mo :!
 
I will give that another try actually, once I've found my misplaced MP3 player, having to switch off the laptop did get in the way a bit.. thanks Mugz :)

Going to make myself a milky drink and try to *chill*...
 
(Hugs) effie, insomnia is shite :|

You will eventually fall asleep the body can only go for so many days without it. Not much use that if you have to be together for work, driving lessons, kids or whatnot...but you will sleep. It'll come.

Try not to react to it, that'll just get you all bothered and anxious, try and accept it and cancel as much as possible all those responsibilities. Eat well, get walks and do something nice with the "wake" time - make cupcakes, prune your plants, write, draw, rearrange the furniture... forget the urge for sleep for now. It'll come.

Try not to drug it babes <3

Insomnia and me are pals :\
 
Yeah, insomnia is a bitch. Hope you get some good sleep honey. If all else fails give up and have a nice hot bath followed by some herbal tea or another milky drink.

I find audio tapes help me. I know it sounds daft but like being a kid again and having a story read to me at bed time. I just let the words fade away after a while.
 
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