fucking sucked. rangrz is almost shattered. however, fuck that. we still we return triumphant, however thin the blade we balanced upon.
HEY! I is here for you! A lil fucked at the moment, but you can always email me and you know I'll get back to you.
i dunno in wat sense u meant this, rangrz, but i can relate it to so many things in my own life that i pretty much can say i know the feeling
ever heard the term 'living on a razor's edge, balancing on a ledge'? (oh god here i go, quoting Iron Maiden again - think of one of their major releases, 'The Evil That Men Do', thats where i got that line from haha)
well basically u can b living on a razors edge, balancing on a ledge (or balancing on a thin blade - i kinda like that analogy too) but ull never b truly shattered till u stop balancing, give up and fall
and from the contact ive had wiv u, rangrz, and something i admire in u, is that u dont seem like the kind of person to stop balancing on that blade/ledge/watever and fall
anyone who can make it into the military has to hav at least more than ur average determination/drive not to give up - and thats a gd thing
must say, now i see u hav a category full of stimulant-induced random writings im somewhat intrigued, sitting here firing at my meth pipe trying to get evry last little bit of 'frost' into my lungs (im not one to give up either - esp wen meths involved)
stim-induced writings always make more sense than anything else wen im in this frame of mind (enjoying a saturday night tweekend party by myself - unless u count Crack Sabbath, the pipe, and hes great company so i dont think my situations so sad really)
anyway ill shut up and move onto these stim-induced writings
ever heard the term 'living on a razor's edge, balancing on a ledge'? (oh god here i go, quoting Iron Maiden again - think of one of their major releases, 'The Evil That Men Do', thats where i got that line from haha)
well basically u can b living on a razors edge, balancing on a ledge (or balancing on a thin blade - i kinda like that analogy too) but ull never b truly shattered till u stop balancing, give up and fall
and from the contact ive had wiv u, rangrz, and something i admire in u, is that u dont seem like the kind of person to stop balancing on that blade/ledge/watever and fall
anyone who can make it into the military has to hav at least more than ur average determination/drive not to give up - and thats a gd thing
must say, now i see u hav a category full of stimulant-induced random writings im somewhat intrigued, sitting here firing at my meth pipe trying to get evry last little bit of 'frost' into my lungs (im not one to give up either - esp wen meths involved)
stim-induced writings always make more sense than anything else wen im in this frame of mind (enjoying a saturday night tweekend party by myself - unless u count Crack Sabbath, the pipe, and hes great company so i dont think my situations so sad really)
anyway ill shut up and move onto these stim-induced writings
I know u wants to be left alone right now.... but I AM here for you. I wish you would accept my comfort. Even though we've been bickering all day at each other... I will be here for you. I just wish you would take my offer. I am here for you, never would thnk less of you, EVER. I wish you would trust me. I heart you as a friend, as more than a friend too....and I wish you would realize I would never do anything to hurt you. I wish yo uwould take my comfort. My shoulder to cry on if needed. ANYTHING.
No matter how we argue/fight about stupid shit I will always love you my friend and I am always here for you.
*hug*
I know you will never take me up on my offer, you seem to not trust me or something for some reason, just know that I am here for you.
Like I said before and many times. NO matter what happens, no matter what, I never betray my friends, I never hurt my friends and I am always there for them.
I am a call away, and a 20 minute TTC ride away if you ever need to unload. or hell you are Always welcome here at my home too any time of any day.
Im sorry for any harsh words today, it's just been a VERY long day. Very scary and very stressful and I can;t get high.....which is worse more so when I need to to help my stress.
I hope things work out for you soon bru.
heart u. *hugs*
No matter how we argue/fight about stupid shit I will always love you my friend and I am always here for you.
*hug*
I know you will never take me up on my offer, you seem to not trust me or something for some reason, just know that I am here for you.
Like I said before and many times. NO matter what happens, no matter what, I never betray my friends, I never hurt my friends and I am always there for them.
I am a call away, and a 20 minute TTC ride away if you ever need to unload. or hell you are Always welcome here at my home too any time of any day.
Im sorry for any harsh words today, it's just been a VERY long day. Very scary and very stressful and I can;t get high.....which is worse more so when I need to to help my stress.
I hope things work out for you soon bru.
heart u. *hugs*
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