....last yield was pretty shit tbh and i dunno what i'm doing wrong....but i'm for sure doing wrong considering doing DMT around the kids....but then i'm only considering starting the process again....got the mimosa powder still so.....and brother is down and my daughter is going out with my brother and my mother to some pretty garden place.....i know , i know....i should be 'getting back to nature'!!! thats what warts on cunt therapist said.....but a far wiser BL folk said try Yoga.....so being aggrophobic n all it'll be Yoga that i role with.
i seriously imagine though i'm gonna be doing the mimosa n lye stuff later......if i started it soon then it might even have had time to freeze.....oh fuck i shouldn't be thinking like this.
i was up at 5am this morning...how about that then....AND its a satuday so no need to be up early....but i did go to bed around 7pm.....i take a melatonin 10mg around 6pm.....i figure that seeing as i don't drink there's not an awful lot going on in the evenings so i'd rather just go to sleep and wake up early....also had a text pff kids dad saying he'd been to the pub and come home and had 2 bottles of wine and was considering openning a 3rd but thought he'd consult his favourite therapist......he's sent this around 11:30pm...of course i'd been asleep....i replied....at 5am....that no doubt he'd have drank that 3rd bottle if its in his house as he's a daft cunt......that woke him up so he called me.....we spoke on the phone for almost 2 hours....and i hadn't had any modafinil or phenibut!!....i'm gonna try and have a couple of days off as tolerance to phenibut builds up quickly.
Also been researching different meds to suggest to my doctor seeing as adderall looks highly unlikely
fuck fuck fuck shit shit shit dull as fucking shit on tits
i seriously imagine though i'm gonna be doing the mimosa n lye stuff later......if i started it soon then it might even have had time to freeze.....oh fuck i shouldn't be thinking like this.
i was up at 5am this morning...how about that then....AND its a satuday so no need to be up early....but i did go to bed around 7pm.....i take a melatonin 10mg around 6pm.....i figure that seeing as i don't drink there's not an awful lot going on in the evenings so i'd rather just go to sleep and wake up early....also had a text pff kids dad saying he'd been to the pub and come home and had 2 bottles of wine and was considering openning a 3rd but thought he'd consult his favourite therapist......he's sent this around 11:30pm...of course i'd been asleep....i replied....at 5am....that no doubt he'd have drank that 3rd bottle if its in his house as he's a daft cunt......that woke him up so he called me.....we spoke on the phone for almost 2 hours....and i hadn't had any modafinil or phenibut!!....i'm gonna try and have a couple of days off as tolerance to phenibut builds up quickly.
Also been researching different meds to suggest to my doctor seeing as adderall looks highly unlikely
fuck fuck fuck shit shit shit dull as fucking shit on tits