The wd's suck with the taper, physical and mental. But I can only imagine they would suck that much for if I stopped right now. Just doin the math it would be 6x worse than my normal taper. I've came this far I think to continue the taper would be safer for me not to relapse. Once i get down to 2.5 mg 4x a day which is only a few weeks, when i stop I know there will be wd's but common sense tells me they wont be as bad as if I stop doing 30mg.s a day cold turkey. 30 mgs. a day to 0mgs. a day VS 10mgs. a day to 0mgs. a day. Just seems like the wd's would be lighter. I am not trying to drag out my opiate addiction and hold on cause taking 30mg.s a day helps with my wd's for about 2 hours and thats it. 2 months ago I was crushing up 2 30's and doin it all at once, so I feel no high just slight relief from wd's. Thank Gof for benzos, nyquill, and exercise during the day. Has been a huge help so I can at least sleep some. And a small amount of benzos, IMO, even during the day can help if you are having a rough day cause I have good days and bad ones. And I absolutely force myself to exercise at least 15 min everyday cause it helps tremendously with the phhysical and mental part. Thanks to all the great advice everyone has given me, this site has been a tool in my recovery. I will get off this shit and do anything I can to help people through this terrible disease. It is a bigger problem, IMO, than alot of people realize and it destroys life and is absolutely the hardest damn thing to quit in the world.
My 2 cents,
Just another oxycodone addict
