Hello bluelighters
I'm quite new to the forums, though I've become a bit familiar with bluelight in the last couple of days... reading people's stories and all. I've tried using different forms of the same question on Google to get a specific answer, and I've unfortunately not had much luck. So enough rambling, I've been withdrawaling off opiates, tar to be specific, for the last 4 days, (today being day 4) and I'm feeling a little better, but I must admit I'm completely wiped out. I have a job that I've got to get back to soon too, and that job is moving furniture... heh. Honestly, I don't think I have the strength, nor willpower to work at the moment.
So my question is... if I go pick up a little bit, and I really mean only a little... and used just enough to alleviate some of the symptoms, would that prolong withdrawals? Would it bring withdrawals back in full force? I smoked by the way, I don't IV. I used fairly heavy for about 3 months, which probably isn't very long compared to others. I also made the decision to quit on my own, and that in itself felt like a victory. But I'm struggling to get through this, and I have certain responsibilities that I can't just put on hold.
So in short, I'd like to go out, get .1, and use something like .03 to alleviate some symptoms if it gets too rough. Is this a good idea? Bad? Has anyone tried this?
I'm quite new to the forums, though I've become a bit familiar with bluelight in the last couple of days... reading people's stories and all. I've tried using different forms of the same question on Google to get a specific answer, and I've unfortunately not had much luck. So enough rambling, I've been withdrawaling off opiates, tar to be specific, for the last 4 days, (today being day 4) and I'm feeling a little better, but I must admit I'm completely wiped out. I have a job that I've got to get back to soon too, and that job is moving furniture... heh. Honestly, I don't think I have the strength, nor willpower to work at the moment.
So my question is... if I go pick up a little bit, and I really mean only a little... and used just enough to alleviate some of the symptoms, would that prolong withdrawals? Would it bring withdrawals back in full force? I smoked by the way, I don't IV. I used fairly heavy for about 3 months, which probably isn't very long compared to others. I also made the decision to quit on my own, and that in itself felt like a victory. But I'm struggling to get through this, and I have certain responsibilities that I can't just put on hold.
So in short, I'd like to go out, get .1, and use something like .03 to alleviate some symptoms if it gets too rough. Is this a good idea? Bad? Has anyone tried this?