So, okay, I'm sitting here like a fucking baby crying cause I'm so damn stressed out it's unreal.
I've spent so many hours on this board with you all. I loved sitting here writing and laughing at so many of the crazy things that have been said and done here. I was so happy anytime I saw that someone replied to one of my surveys. It helped me learn more about you. It was so cool to meet such cool people and connect with them in ways that I could never connect with others. I loved helping people in whatever way I could. I loved the way we all watched out for each other and took care of each other. I loved reading posts from new rollers who needed to know about vicks or whatever. I loved giving and getting knowledge. I loved the love. I loved the flaming. I love planning meetups with people in my area. I loved seeing what people are like in other cities and the way they do things.
Well, I was informed today via email from one of you on this board that I have pissed you off with my "abundance of lame surveys that no one gives a shit about"
It was at that second that this wasn't fun for me anymore.
At first I told myself that I wasn't going to let one person get me down, but no matter how much I try to get myself back up I can't.
For the last little while this board has been so much for me - maybe too much. I'm one of those people that cares "too much" as I have been told too many times. I get too wrapped up in something and when some one pokes at me I unfold.
I can't get into it anymore. I'm sorry. I care deeply about many of you although I haven't even met you. I wish the best for you.
Please don't think I'm being childish about this, I have other issues to deal with in my life right now (not that my Bluelighting was stopping me from dealing with them) and this was something I enjoyed, now that I don't enjoy it anymore, it's just another issue that I DON"T have to deal with.
I love you all, goodbye!
Love makes the world go round, when you stop loving, the world stops spinning - then everyone just gets dizzy and falls down.
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If you can't change it - get over it. If you can - do!
I've spent so many hours on this board with you all. I loved sitting here writing and laughing at so many of the crazy things that have been said and done here. I was so happy anytime I saw that someone replied to one of my surveys. It helped me learn more about you. It was so cool to meet such cool people and connect with them in ways that I could never connect with others. I loved helping people in whatever way I could. I loved the way we all watched out for each other and took care of each other. I loved reading posts from new rollers who needed to know about vicks or whatever. I loved giving and getting knowledge. I loved the love. I loved the flaming. I love planning meetups with people in my area. I loved seeing what people are like in other cities and the way they do things.
Well, I was informed today via email from one of you on this board that I have pissed you off with my "abundance of lame surveys that no one gives a shit about"
It was at that second that this wasn't fun for me anymore.
At first I told myself that I wasn't going to let one person get me down, but no matter how much I try to get myself back up I can't.
For the last little while this board has been so much for me - maybe too much. I'm one of those people that cares "too much" as I have been told too many times. I get too wrapped up in something and when some one pokes at me I unfold.
I can't get into it anymore. I'm sorry. I care deeply about many of you although I haven't even met you. I wish the best for you.
Please don't think I'm being childish about this, I have other issues to deal with in my life right now (not that my Bluelighting was stopping me from dealing with them) and this was something I enjoyed, now that I don't enjoy it anymore, it's just another issue that I DON"T have to deal with.
I love you all, goodbye!
Love makes the world go round, when you stop loving, the world stops spinning - then everyone just gets dizzy and falls down.
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If you can't change it - get over it. If you can - do!
