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What can I say, sometimes I have a penchant for recklessness. I have, btw, removed all injection equipment from my home as I realized at this point in my life, the only time I seem to use it is when EXTREMELY drunk, arguably the worst time to be measuring and ingesting intravenous drugs. On two separate occasions in the last four months I have overdosed on a stimulant chemical by accidentally overloading a cooker, or in one case misidentifying the compound in it.
Incident 1: 85mg 2cb ingested IV w/8mg dilaudid. I thought it was cocaine, needless to say I was extremely surprised, in both this and the next occasion i feel like the amount of ethanol in my body did a lot to prevent full blown grand mal seizure. It took me 4 hours to reassemble myself, and two weeks for the trails/tracers and other HPPD symptoms to subside.
Incident 2: 120mg unknown, reported as cocaine, although this is highly suspect. I have never almost had a seizure from around a point of even the most pure cocaine, and I strongly suspect the product in the Bay Area is highly cut with levamisole and probably RC stims/lidocaine. At any rate, I immediately knew something was wrong, could not verbalise and walked around jerkily and tried generally not to seize for an hour, the effects(elevated heart rate etc) continued well through the night, another clue that this substance was NOT blow.
At any rate, after these experiences, it feels like something in my brain is shot, damaged. Something in the middle is not there, my verbal recall is pretty fucked and I am having regular dyslexia episodes that never happened before. Just wondered if anyone has some insight as to nootropics and other substances I could explore for repairing the damage that seems to have been done. Also important to note that nothing in 10 years of heavy drug use has caused this kind of lasting impairment, even near opiate overdose death. So I'm kindof concerned. Thank you for your time.
Incident 1: 85mg 2cb ingested IV w/8mg dilaudid. I thought it was cocaine, needless to say I was extremely surprised, in both this and the next occasion i feel like the amount of ethanol in my body did a lot to prevent full blown grand mal seizure. It took me 4 hours to reassemble myself, and two weeks for the trails/tracers and other HPPD symptoms to subside.
Incident 2: 120mg unknown, reported as cocaine, although this is highly suspect. I have never almost had a seizure from around a point of even the most pure cocaine, and I strongly suspect the product in the Bay Area is highly cut with levamisole and probably RC stims/lidocaine. At any rate, I immediately knew something was wrong, could not verbalise and walked around jerkily and tried generally not to seize for an hour, the effects(elevated heart rate etc) continued well through the night, another clue that this substance was NOT blow.
At any rate, after these experiences, it feels like something in my brain is shot, damaged. Something in the middle is not there, my verbal recall is pretty fucked and I am having regular dyslexia episodes that never happened before. Just wondered if anyone has some insight as to nootropics and other substances I could explore for repairing the damage that seems to have been done. Also important to note that nothing in 10 years of heavy drug use has caused this kind of lasting impairment, even near opiate overdose death. So I'm kindof concerned. Thank you for your time.