Mental Health Supersensitivy psychosis and other tardive

[anxiguy70]

Hi guys,

I have been treated with Olanzapine 10~15mg for 18 months and then i stopped it.
I then started experiencing symptoms of dissociation especially the derealization and also i couldnt manage to do a proper conversation person to person cause on the 5th word i would say i would forget wtf im talking about.
My conversations in my mind were disorganized.
14 months later, which is right now, took Olanzapine again cause i couldn't tolerate the anxiety.
A week later the derealization started to fade away, my speech was more organized too.

I think what i have is a super sensitivity psychosis due to the initial treatment on Olanzapine.
If its really the case, wouldn't continuing Olanzapine (even tho its helping soooo much) worsen my supersensitivy psychosis which i then will need to increase the dose until the max.
What then?

Will i turn complete psychotic later in life at a point that i cant support myself anymore?
I am an expert in computer programming and security, i really care about my future.

Please give me your opinions guys.

Thanks alot.

 

[flyhighk]

You're suffering from antipsychotic WDs. It's pretty obvious.
Taking olanzapine will fix your issue, as you noticed.
If you stay on a given dose, your problem should disappear for good, but you may eventually have to increase your dose in a couple years or so.
Why were you given this drug in the firsr place? What was it prescribed for?