aww thanx jenna... that's so nice of you... and i couldn't agree more about remembering the good times and everything positively.
that was pretty much exactly the line i've been taking, because after all, life goes on. a tragedy like this doesn't take away from the profound positive effect my dad's life had on mine, but it does make one realise just HOW profound the effects have been.
this morning i saw a card a friend's brother gave his father, thanking him for all the things he had done for his son while he grew up. it was pinned up on the wall at their house. it really made me smile, because that's pretty much exactly what i thanked my dad for at his funeral. my friend's brother took an opportunity I hope we all get.
the other point i guess i'm trying to make is that everyone should treasure your relationships while you can, make sure that everything in your life is going in a positive direction. sometimes things happen between people which give this positivity a bit of a shake, but it's really worth the effort to get everything back into the right vibe.
maybe i'm lucky that i got on so well with my old man and i can be happy in the knowledge that everything between us was SO good. it really has made things a lot easier, especially because the same is true for my mother and younger sister. i really hope everyone else is so lucky.
and for me this is not really about being strong, it's about trying to make a difference for other people, so you guys can learn from what i have to say. i think it's just the decent thing to do.
i'll have to meet some of you people some time. i'll try to make the next meetup. i'm a bit quiet and shy tho'
not really given to announcing myself.
[This message has been edited by De Quincey (edited 18 February 2001).]