it's not 7:30am yet and i'm crying about you. I may not've cried until bed last night. an article i read about how to treat a woman set me off because it was going to be natural to treat you that way. i'm so in love with you still. It was Land's response yesterday. "she liked you. i don't know what happened to her." maybe he's as confused as i am. all that i'm kinda getting from deana is that you were shunned in a way by the path you were taking by your family. but you quit smack so long ago and did so much positive work with HS. i don't understand it. maybe cause you still smoked bud. Come to me in a dream sometime and stay awhile. Please! I need you! Help me to remember it the next day.
