Im 28 I have no job no prospects no car no friends no life. The second act is really droning on and on. The holidays are over. My suicide wouldn't be associated with any real;y important dates. My parents could still enjoy Christmas new years. Maybe ill wait till February.
Suicide takes so much energy that I am already tired just typing about it. Theres the note and the farewells and the logistics.
The fucking logistics. Drugs wont really do it as I have a massive tolerance. A gun is possible but so bloody and painful. Hanging just sounds gnarly. So we are back to drugs. I would love to procure one of those combination drug packs they use to put down dogs. I hear they work quite well on humans long as you adjust for the weight difference. But I don't know anyone who works at a vet.
I don't know.
Suicide takes so much energy that I am already tired just typing about it. Theres the note and the farewells and the logistics.
The fucking logistics. Drugs wont really do it as I have a massive tolerance. A gun is possible but so bloody and painful. Hanging just sounds gnarly. So we are back to drugs. I would love to procure one of those combination drug packs they use to put down dogs. I hear they work quite well on humans long as you adjust for the weight difference. But I don't know anyone who works at a vet.
I don't know.