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Subutex Addiction - Diary to Quit

Lone Deranger

Lone Deranger

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Subutex addiction for almost 1 year, before that i used to entertain myself with H, the subutex came after to keep me away from H and the withdrawals. I'm currently at 4 mg daily.


Here's the plan, i'm trying to quit cold turkey. I will do my best to not take any subutex tomorrow, i think the withdrawal only starts after 24-34 hours after the last dosage so i should manage. After tomorrow i'm praying it would be possible to procede with cold turkey, if not i will have to taper to the minimum possible: 1mg - 0,5mg (when the day comes i will ask for advice on the best methods to taper).

So this is it, wish me strenght.
 
I'm on the first day without subutex. Woke up feeling fine and determinated to continue with my plan. There's only one thing that's got me thinking, should i buy one more sub (now that i'm feeling fine) in case tomorrow the withdrawals will be so severe i cannot make it cold turkey, or should i wait for tomorrow and then buy it ? Don't really know what to do... i just know im in full strenght and motivation to stop with this addiction, and for that, like Nina Simene says, "i'm feeling good".
 
Not going to lie. Today i've taken half of a sub (4mg) i had an important presentation and i was not ready to go without the security the sub gave me. So i'm back at the zero point and tomorrow will be my first day without anything (again). I don't want to lie to anyone, especially myself.

Feeling motivated, but i think that's easy to say when the withrawals have not kicked in yet. More updates soon.
 
I'm 48 hours no subutex I'm feeling ok..!!! Not great but ok. I did a 20 day taper down too 0.5 for three days and jumped..!! I got this..!! Goodbye subs I'm getting my life back two years on this shit and I felt like complete hell..!! It's possible to get off this shit you just gotta want it..!!
 
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