Up until a couple of months ago I used a couple of grams of dope on average over like a 2 day period pretty much every week. Before that i used more but never had a steady habit. The longest I have used dope consecutively was probably like 7-8 days and back then I would always just cold kick. I doubt it was bad for me compared to ppl with steady habits going weeks, months, years. Doubt it was even close. Pretty much felt like shit for a few days, stayed in bed like the flu but no vomiting or heavy shaking or anything like that.
Money eventually became an issue, hense my decreased frequency of use to like 2 days a week. Anyway.... for the past couple of months I have been using suboxone, recently switching to subutex, and very infrequently use dope (like 1x/month).
Now to my point. IMO (and I'm guessing there is some science to back this up) opiates provide psychological/brain chemistry benfits to users. We all know it kills pain. We all know it makes you feel good. I have no specific knowledge around the brain chemistry, dopamine, whatever takes place when people put opiates in their bodies.
But what I DO know, at least in my situation, is that my functioning has greatly improved since I have been using suboxone and now subutex on a daily basis. Kind of like how people with anxiety disorders feel better when they are on a benzo. I've been taking like 4mg daily along with like 1/2 mg of klonopin daily as well. I used to take 3 anti-depressants a mood stabilizer, and clonodine (sp?). I have PTSD, depression (or USED to have that). Since I abused alcohol 20-25 yrs ago my various primary care dr's and various psychiatrists over the years have not wanted to prescribe me a benzo (pretty sure it's a rule of thumb they go by with anyone who has a history of alcohol abuse). I was 'in recovery' and abstinent for like 10 years and did a lot of work on myself 12 steps, other personal growth type stuff, etc and for the past 7-8 years have been a light social drinker. Like 1-3 drinks less than 10 times a year. I also had a serious run with coke. Figured my dr's woudn't believe/understand my transition from abstinence from alcohol to light social drinker so didn't tell them and fronted like I still maintained abstinance.
At one point I saw a neurologist (my spelling sucks ass, I know, sorry) who did a thorough exam on me including brain scan and recommended I take klonopin for some rem sleep disorder I have. Might be connected to the PTSD, who knows. But my psychiatrist blew off this recommendation and gave me clonodine instead.
Now I see no psychiatrist and when I take the klonopin I sleep without nightmares or without acting out physically while in rem sleep, doing crap like taking swings and knocking over lamps, jumping up in reaction to a nightmare. when I take xanax it helps but not like the klonopin.
I feel that the suboxone/subutex helps me in a similar fashion. I wake up and feel good. I feel NORMAL. My functioning in several area's of my life have improved dramatically compared to when I was in recovery and abstinant, in recovery and abstinant and on one or more anti-depressants, being a light social drinker and on one or more anti depressants and a mood stabilizer, etc, etc.
I am functioning better than I have in my entire life. I do ocasionally 'get high' with dope but this is like 1x/month now. So for myself, I experience great benfits from being on subutex/suboxone, I'm self-prescribing so 'technically' abusing but I care about the quality of my life and it's tremendously better than it ever has been. My wife is amased. She was very concerned when I went off my 'psych' meds even though my functioning sucked and I was having lots of difficulty at work and other life areas such as social, etc, etc, etc. Since she is so anti-drug I do not tell her what I am doing, although she knows I have a 'nervous' problem and doesn't have a problem with me taking an anti anxiety med and notices the improvements they provide me. I took it as a PRN off the books so to speak with her approval while on the anti-depressants, etc.
Now she keeps asking 'are you sure your not taking anything' because she knows I'm not seeing a dr to get meds and has seen huge improvements over and above those I got from the benzo while both on anti depressants and while off them.
So color me crazy if you want or whatever but taking a maintenance dose of subutex and a maintenance dose of klonopin (or xanax when I can't get ahold of klonopin) has been like a miracle for me! I have zero interest myself in weaning off the subutex. I don't know if the particular ammt I take is of particular importance, I started with 8mg and have settled in at around 4mg/day in the am. Eventually I will look into the brain chemistry of low dose opiates, in particular subutex.
But it seems like my situation and use of it is kind of uncommon. Most ppl seem to wind up on it after steady addiction to another opiate and either stay on it or wean off it, either quickly or slowly. I'm taking it to treat my psychological/psychiatric/mental/emotional defects caused by severe childhood trauma. And it's helping me so friggin much I can not believe it. I've tossed around the notion of going back to my last psychiatrist and telling her what I am taking (caffiene and nicotine too....which also impact brain chemistry and there is evidence that they help with stuff like memory, focus, etc) and putting it on the table. This is what I'm doing and these are the improvements I've noticed. I have every intension of continuing unless you can offer me an alternative(s) that work BETTER than what I'm doing now. I'm willing to trying an alternative to one or more of these, if they work better then great, I'll continue. If not I will go back to what is working better for me than any combo of meds have worked for me in the past 20 years.
I know my post didn't answer the OP's question but felt like the info may provide insight into possible benefits of taking something like suboxone for something other than to stave off withdrawl symptoms which some of the replies talked about and also provides some perspective into the use of suboxone to 'get rid of the shitty feelings' on a permanent basis which is what I have had basically my entire friggin life!
To the OP: if you've read this far lol.... I can't advise on a particular dose for you to have suboxone do what you want it to do for you. But through experimentation I've found a dose for me to treat my 'shitty' feelings that I had the day after using dope, or before I ever used dope or even knew what it was. I've been self medicating since the age of 13 and am in my mid-40's. Now, finally, through trial and error (believe me I've had more than my share of 'errors' lol) both by myself and with the help of various professionals I've found a combo that works great for me. I hope you and everyone else finds solutions that work for them in life be they pharmacutical or other or a combo of whatever works.
Peace,
Titus