Antgarcia650
Greenlighter
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- Feb 3, 2017
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Hey guys this is my first post on here and I have tried looking for answers all day but haven't found exactly what I was looking for so I decided to post here. So anyways I'm 20 years old I got out of rehab in August and I felt like shit and thought I would be better using I was living in a sober living home away from home and went on Craigslist and found a connect for dope on there the first week I was there out of rehab. I then got kicked out of the sle and was homless for a week until my parents let me come back home and ever since I've been home I've been using heroin IV and I use about a gram a day I have been trying to get on suboxone lately but failed every time. The first time about 4 weeks ago I took 8 mg 24 hours after and I still felt like shit and used again right away. Next time (about 3 weeks ago) I waited 36 hours and I took the suboxone and still felt like shit. And then about a week ago I waited a full 48 hours with the help of Xanax and I actually felt good on it but got ahold of 300 dollars and I couldn't just no spend it so I got high and I truly regret that. And now 2 days ago I took a suboxone (2 mg) 24 hours after my last dose because I was withdrawling a lot worse than I normally do at 24 hours because the dope I got the day before was garbage I had to take a 4 point shot to even feel it and I usually take dub shots. So anyway after I took the suboxone I didn't go through bad precipitated withdrawal but I didn't feel any better and still had restless legs and just felt odd. Yesterday I took 4 more milligrams thinking it would help but it didn't so I got some Xanax and Ativan from a friend and that helped me get through last night. So here I am today, feeling like shit still, wondering if I should take more suboxone or just ride it out or do some dope and try to reside the suboxone in a few days? Any thoughts?