Znegative
Bluelight Crew
Well dear readers, I have become very 'bored' with suboxone. Even at low dosages, I find that it provides a 'hollow' opioid effect that makes me depressed, and feeling down is something that I simply cannot tolerate anymore. Between my fathers progressing lung cancer and the hole in my heart, I have been finding myself fantasizing more and more about trying to find smack and crystal. I HAVE been using propylhexadrine on an almost daily basis for the past 2 weeks, which has also greatly contributed to feeling 'down' (when I run out). I have become completely confused as to whether I'm a speed freak or a junky, and probably spend way too much time confusing myself with this meaningless identity crisis. Either way, I brilliantly came up with a plan that was rather manipulative in order to get this kratom which I won't go into, but I will say involves an 'outpatient program'.
Anyway, the point of creating this post was to answer the question 'Does kratom work on top of buprenorphine'. The answer is a definite yes, it does for me, though it should be noted I've been taking 2-3 mg of suboxone sublingually (sometimes plugged) for the past month. I took 9g of the 'Superior Malaysian' blend from Kratom Therapy that I aquired at a smoke shop last night. But here, let's go into more detail:
So I get home, and I'm feeling anxious because I'd plugged 1.5mg that day, and also taken .5mg sublingual, so I'm fearing that the kratom's going to be blocked. I got two 50 count bottles, containing 600mg pellets. I didn't want to take too little, but I also didn't want to waste half of them in case the buprenorphine didn't block the kratom's effects. So I decided to meet somewhere in the middle, and consumed approximately 9g (15 pellets/capsules, whatever you want to call them). I washed it down with some water, and then started researching a good horror movie to watch. I'm single now, and not homeless anymore, and have found that in the two years that I was out there in the abyss some fabulous horror movies have come out. I had already watched 'The Babadook', 'It Follows', 'In Fear' and 'The Honeymoon', and I was in a frenzy to watch a movie of comparable quality (TBH 'The Honeymoon' would have been way better if the couple's relationship didn't seem so shallow-for a compelling acting experience focused on character dynamics, please watch 'In Fear')-anyway, I did a google search for the best horror movies of 2014 and found one called 'Starry Eyes'. Compelling title and premise, a clever analogy between selling your soul to satan and an actors ambition for fame. Decided that this film was intellectually adequate for my viewing, and put it on. I had basically forgotten that I had taken any kratom at this point, (as you probably forgot too), and I suddenly realized that I was starting to feel a light wave of euphoria wash over my head like a warm, DRY towel (what junky likes anything wet, besides a pussy, and even then, most don't care for that too much either..). I was pleased with this effect but braced myself should it end too soon, as I have noticed that while buprenorphine doesn't always block the effects of opiates completely, it can make their effects last much shorter. However, this was not the case, the euphoria did plateau, but that was to be expected and I was happy where I was, however the body buzz continued to grow to the point where I was just short of a nod. Needless to say, watching 'Starry Eyes' was an extremely pleasant experience.
Anyway I wanted to make this post because theres been a lot of debate on multiple forums as to whether Kratom will work on top of suboxone, and IME it did. The effects were not dulled at all. What I also find interesting in Kratom is that I experience a euphoria that is similar to the effects I grew to love when I first started doing heroin/opiates. The kind of euphoria that makes you feel motivated, to say, write a trip report, or clean your room (both of which I have done this morning, under the influence of kratom). I have not felt this euphoria for literally years, not from IV heroin or any other opiate, but for some reason Kratom does it for me. Now don't get me wrong, I would not say I prefer kratom to shooting dope, but it sure as hell beats suboxone. I have also read that not all of kratom's effects are due to opioid receptor agonism, and that it's stimulant effects are likely due to its close relation to Yohimbe, and I wonder if the reason I get the euphoria so strong is due to the fact that kratom is 'more' than an opioid/opiate. Whatever it is, I like it a lot. It's like a super organic speedball.
Anyway, the point of creating this post was to answer the question 'Does kratom work on top of buprenorphine'. The answer is a definite yes, it does for me, though it should be noted I've been taking 2-3 mg of suboxone sublingually (sometimes plugged) for the past month. I took 9g of the 'Superior Malaysian' blend from Kratom Therapy that I aquired at a smoke shop last night. But here, let's go into more detail:
So I get home, and I'm feeling anxious because I'd plugged 1.5mg that day, and also taken .5mg sublingual, so I'm fearing that the kratom's going to be blocked. I got two 50 count bottles, containing 600mg pellets. I didn't want to take too little, but I also didn't want to waste half of them in case the buprenorphine didn't block the kratom's effects. So I decided to meet somewhere in the middle, and consumed approximately 9g (15 pellets/capsules, whatever you want to call them). I washed it down with some water, and then started researching a good horror movie to watch. I'm single now, and not homeless anymore, and have found that in the two years that I was out there in the abyss some fabulous horror movies have come out. I had already watched 'The Babadook', 'It Follows', 'In Fear' and 'The Honeymoon', and I was in a frenzy to watch a movie of comparable quality (TBH 'The Honeymoon' would have been way better if the couple's relationship didn't seem so shallow-for a compelling acting experience focused on character dynamics, please watch 'In Fear')-anyway, I did a google search for the best horror movies of 2014 and found one called 'Starry Eyes'. Compelling title and premise, a clever analogy between selling your soul to satan and an actors ambition for fame. Decided that this film was intellectually adequate for my viewing, and put it on. I had basically forgotten that I had taken any kratom at this point, (as you probably forgot too), and I suddenly realized that I was starting to feel a light wave of euphoria wash over my head like a warm, DRY towel (what junky likes anything wet, besides a pussy, and even then, most don't care for that too much either..). I was pleased with this effect but braced myself should it end too soon, as I have noticed that while buprenorphine doesn't always block the effects of opiates completely, it can make their effects last much shorter. However, this was not the case, the euphoria did plateau, but that was to be expected and I was happy where I was, however the body buzz continued to grow to the point where I was just short of a nod. Needless to say, watching 'Starry Eyes' was an extremely pleasant experience.
Anyway I wanted to make this post because theres been a lot of debate on multiple forums as to whether Kratom will work on top of suboxone, and IME it did. The effects were not dulled at all. What I also find interesting in Kratom is that I experience a euphoria that is similar to the effects I grew to love when I first started doing heroin/opiates. The kind of euphoria that makes you feel motivated, to say, write a trip report, or clean your room (both of which I have done this morning, under the influence of kratom). I have not felt this euphoria for literally years, not from IV heroin or any other opiate, but for some reason Kratom does it for me. Now don't get me wrong, I would not say I prefer kratom to shooting dope, but it sure as hell beats suboxone. I have also read that not all of kratom's effects are due to opioid receptor agonism, and that it's stimulant effects are likely due to its close relation to Yohimbe, and I wonder if the reason I get the euphoria so strong is due to the fact that kratom is 'more' than an opioid/opiate. Whatever it is, I like it a lot. It's like a super organic speedball.
