On LSD and pressed caps (most certainly full on meth amphetamine) I had an out of body experience at a favorite beach side spot of mine. recalling my perspective to be that of the inside of everything that "I" could perceive. So throughout my whole radius and sight from inside my human eyes I felt I also was... so I was for miles...what I perceived, I was my 3 friends around me I was the rocks I was the water in front of me... I was the sand that the human "I" was digging into with an odd intensity as I stared in catatonia and intoxication, rolling like a fiend on meth and MDMA and high as the hatter on LSD.
Ever since that trip I've held a greater fondness even beyond the level of insight and introspection and entertainment, or even visionary purposes. I gained "oneness" with all I realized that all grand perception is the same... that the FACT that all life perceives...that the PERCEPTION is what is the web of connectedness is.
Awareness is inherent in all life and what the identity is...is simply awareness, all things are aware or they feel or they have their "trip" their hormonal fluxes and feelings perceptions. And all feeling is connected...it's what empathy is... I empathized for the area I was in and I became it.
Your boundaries your limits what your "self" is, is only limited to what you LOVE, lovers becoming one in mind, shared trips, shared hallucinations, you decrease and while in states of high meditation orders or during psychedelic experiences you can literally perceive other beings as if you are them.
This perspective has stayed from within "This one" which is what "this one" calls..."me" now, or "I" which is a term I like to avoid, because "this one" has seen through the eyes of god, or the intent of creation, or the web of connectedness through all being.
If I am everything, then mustn't I be god? or since god is all that is love would god have access to and from within me as my soul or spiritual intent and process, does fate exist? and is it all moving in a certain progressive way. Or are we all creators? Free and chaotic able to change the winds of it all with merely the thought and action of doing so?
PARADOXICALLY, as acid always puts it, it is BOTH ways *goes over the deep end with hilarity*
I would consider it one of my 6 or less +4 experiences with psychedelic substances, out of my overall trip frequency of over 150 times in a lifetime on mainly mushrooms and LSD, some mescaline, some 4-substituted tryptamines and a whole whack of MDMA which when in combination with mushrooms once produced another +4 albeit a bit less overwhelming being my second one.
Being with people and sharing mindsets and getting into each other, dissolving boundaries seems to elicit this higher order of states, you become the space in between the two beings and that space perceives all that is from within that space.
Don't even get me STARTED about the perception of time and joke/hilarity loops... my GOD unforgettable indeed
Despite the intensity this was a VERY lighthearted good spirited fun and hilarious trip with friends. thanks for reading!
