winston red
Bluelighter
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- Aug 19, 2008
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Most of the times I feel like shouting but nothing comes out.
Like in that Manic Street Preachers song "I'm small and I'm tired/I'm blown to bits and wired".
I've been looking for a job for about two months now and couldn't find anything. I'm disapointed with myself and the college I've been attending for the last three years (useless...). I don't feel like doing anything besides drinking alone at my computer and popping pills.
My liver and kidneys hurt (been diagnosed with kidney stones and a fatty liver) but the only time I don't feel like shit is when I'm under the influence (codeine and hydros) so I torture my organs anyways.
Don't have any sort of friend to talk to and most of the times I don't see the point in trying to make some as people seem to dislike me regardless of my actions.
There's no particular question to this thread, no point or anything like that. Feel free to comment.
Like in that Manic Street Preachers song "I'm small and I'm tired/I'm blown to bits and wired".
I've been looking for a job for about two months now and couldn't find anything. I'm disapointed with myself and the college I've been attending for the last three years (useless...). I don't feel like doing anything besides drinking alone at my computer and popping pills.
My liver and kidneys hurt (been diagnosed with kidney stones and a fatty liver) but the only time I don't feel like shit is when I'm under the influence (codeine and hydros) so I torture my organs anyways.
Don't have any sort of friend to talk to and most of the times I don't see the point in trying to make some as people seem to dislike me regardless of my actions.
There's no particular question to this thread, no point or anything like that. Feel free to comment.
