hereinindy
Greenlighter
So i would like to share my experience with iv heroin. I have been a opiate user for the past 10 years of which either oral or insuffilated use. I have had addiction problems in the past and have went to rehab twice. The most clean time i have been able to rack up is about 8 months free from opiates. I have always had a feeling of something missing when being clean which led to me chipping or going back into full use. The last three years i have been quote unquote chipping either buying vicodin or roxis and using 2-3 times a week. About 2 months ago I had found a new connect in indy with good quality h. I began using and boy did i escalate quick. I somehow managed to get a box of 1ml 30 gauge syringes for rather cheap and experimented with iv use. The first time i thought wow not that great the rush was not what i had expected. This greatly changed and i began using a gram a day and then taking 3 days off in between use. Managing to spread my use around my paychecks. The addiction aspect has never been so great. Currently i am able to stop for 3 days but i manage to always cave on the 4th and end up using. Right now i switched from h to dilaudid because of the abiltiy to procure them at an insanely cheap price about a dollar a mg. My tolerance has skyrocket from the use of h and now for me to just feel mediocre i am iving 24mg of dilaudid in one sitting and quickly needing another 30mg shot to feel right. You alway hear people say that once you iv your addiction changes and you can't go back. I adhered to these priciples for 10 years and the last 2 months of iv use has caused more damage financily/mentally/ and raised my tolerance to cancer patient levels. I currently am 3 days clean and am struggling to not use.
