brief history
was in the deep end with benzos and heron for like 6 years
got almost 6 months clean,
i am feeling really good, eating./exercising properly
now when i fall asleep,
if my alarm goes off
or someone comes in my room
i wake up in a shock
and spring out of bed
heart pounding
takes me about 3 or 4 minutes to calm back down,
this is really getting annoying,
it kind of alarms my loved ones when they see me wake up like that,
they dont want to wake me up alot of times
other than that, i feel fine , i am happy , i dont want benzos or dope,
im just scared , i may have a heart attack one morning when this happens
guess it can be worse though
was in the deep end with benzos and heron for like 6 years
got almost 6 months clean,
i am feeling really good, eating./exercising properly
now when i fall asleep,
if my alarm goes off
or someone comes in my room
i wake up in a shock
and spring out of bed
heart pounding
takes me about 3 or 4 minutes to calm back down,
this is really getting annoying,
it kind of alarms my loved ones when they see me wake up like that,
they dont want to wake me up alot of times
other than that, i feel fine , i am happy , i dont want benzos or dope,
im just scared , i may have a heart attack one morning when this happens
guess it can be worse though