I have the stomach flu I guess. I was throwing up all day yesterday and last night.
I have not been able to sleep.
I have been able to forgive myself for whatever evil I have done over my life though...
No one at my house has said a word to me. Not one word.
I realize that had I not taken care of myself and my needs over all these years, I would never had made it this far. The only reason I'm even here now is because I got myself here.
I'm still nauseous and have a violent headache.
But that fact that everyone has their own concerns has come home to me in a profound way. I am on my own. I always have been and I always will be.
My dog Sweetpea hasn't left my side. Animals are the best. I have always thought so but now I really KNOW so. In and out of the bathroom yesterday Sweetpea was right there. The whole fam was here, I heard them downstairs, but not one person poked his or her head in for any reason. Now I know.
I have not been able to sleep.
I have been able to forgive myself for whatever evil I have done over my life though...
No one at my house has said a word to me. Not one word.
I realize that had I not taken care of myself and my needs over all these years, I would never had made it this far. The only reason I'm even here now is because I got myself here.
I'm still nauseous and have a violent headache.
But that fact that everyone has their own concerns has come home to me in a profound way. I am on my own. I always have been and I always will be.
My dog Sweetpea hasn't left my side. Animals are the best. I have always thought so but now I really KNOW so. In and out of the bathroom yesterday Sweetpea was right there. The whole fam was here, I heard them downstairs, but not one person poked his or her head in for any reason. Now I know.