BluLait
Bluelighter
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- Feb 26, 2012
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So I've been looking for a drug that I can take at school so it will help me focus/be more sociable/shit like that.
So far I've been to school on a 40-50 mg dose of MDMA, it was fucking amazing, I felt like people describe cocaine to be, only more mellow, and it peaked for 2 hours. I was focused, happy, very talkative, smarter, faster, centre of attention. I wasn't rolling per se, there was no overwhelming euphoria or empathy, just a very nice feeling of well-being, self-confidence, etc. I was in complete-control. I had that "king of the world, nothing can stop me, i can do anything I set my mind to" feeling - I loved it. Music also sounded a lot better too. I had a lot more energy, words just came out of my mouth without thinking about it, but I managed to say exactly the right stuff in every situation, as I said: centre of attention.
But of course, I can't use MDMA too often, and when I do use it (once every 1-2 months, I'd much rather take 150 mg at a rave and ROLL BALLS).
I've tried ethylphenidate.... But... Maybe the dose was too small or something, because this is what I experienced: The euphoria was really not what I've been looking for. It's a "sit in your chair and look at the ceiling while basking in pleasure" type of rush, and the stimulation can get very annoying and isn't helpful at all. It is better than nothing but still it's not what I need. Suffice to say, I don't think it's good for such purposes as having an edge in school/society.
What else would there be? Cocaine is perfect, but I don't have that kinda money lmao.
Would proper speed(amphetamine suplhate, 50-80% ) do the trick ? I've done that a couple of times but again, the dosages weren't very high and I couldn't tell exactly what was up with it.
Feel free to suggest any RC/illegal drug out there that will do the trick for me.
I forgot the title was about stims, scratch that anyway.
So far I've been to school on a 40-50 mg dose of MDMA, it was fucking amazing, I felt like people describe cocaine to be, only more mellow, and it peaked for 2 hours. I was focused, happy, very talkative, smarter, faster, centre of attention. I wasn't rolling per se, there was no overwhelming euphoria or empathy, just a very nice feeling of well-being, self-confidence, etc. I was in complete-control. I had that "king of the world, nothing can stop me, i can do anything I set my mind to" feeling - I loved it. Music also sounded a lot better too. I had a lot more energy, words just came out of my mouth without thinking about it, but I managed to say exactly the right stuff in every situation, as I said: centre of attention.
But of course, I can't use MDMA too often, and when I do use it (once every 1-2 months, I'd much rather take 150 mg at a rave and ROLL BALLS).
I've tried ethylphenidate.... But... Maybe the dose was too small or something, because this is what I experienced: The euphoria was really not what I've been looking for. It's a "sit in your chair and look at the ceiling while basking in pleasure" type of rush, and the stimulation can get very annoying and isn't helpful at all. It is better than nothing but still it's not what I need. Suffice to say, I don't think it's good for such purposes as having an edge in school/society.
What else would there be? Cocaine is perfect, but I don't have that kinda money lmao.
Would proper speed(amphetamine suplhate, 50-80% ) do the trick ? I've done that a couple of times but again, the dosages weren't very high and I couldn't tell exactly what was up with it.
Feel free to suggest any RC/illegal drug out there that will do the trick for me.
I forgot the title was about stims, scratch that anyway.
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