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SPIRITUALITY: this is not about drugs

Define spiritual awakening
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We must discover new frontiers... People have been standing for centuries before a worm-eaten door, making pinholes in it with increasing ease. The time has come to kick it down, for it is only on the other side that everything begins.
-Raoul Vaneigem
 
Doesn't it happen to all of us at different times? I mean, hopefully all of us. I'm still fumbling around trying to be awakened, or is it trying to wake up...?
-lily-
 
Spiritual awakening? Is it the kind you find after staring into a half empty cup of coffee at Denny's at 3am and realizing that you're going nowhere in life and need something to soften the reality of everything, or the kind where you're in church every sunday and suddenly realize that there's no god, and panicking because you feel like you don't know yourself? I've never experienced any other kind...
 
What about the kind where your dancing in the meadow with sheep and you realize that frolicking white animals that lay beyond are your only salvation.
Oh no?
Me neither.
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If anything I do drugs to appreciate reality.
 
there's a definite movement going on amoung my crew... all crews that i know of really.
it's more crossing a line, reaching a level, waking up, feeling it.
if you know what i'm talking about then you're already feeling what i'm saying. not just hearing it and understanding. you feel it.
and you feel that energy exchange. the active participation in your surroundings.
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i agree with you man. there is something going on. it's not just the drugs anymore. you pass a point where you begin to think about things deeper and the normal logic for the way things work suddenly doesn't make anymore sense. it's odd because loads of people seem to be feeling this way.
 
drugs are bad!.....right?
im way beyond the point of "etardisim" , which i am thankful for! i look back and realize how pathetic and helpless and lost i must have looked like. poor me...sometimes i stop, step back and try to figure out whats going on. why is everyone doing what they are doing and where is everyone going....god i dont think i am making any sense but maybe theres someone out there that understands. does anyone ever think that this is all a test?
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whats a little pain for paradise?
 
A test? What kind of a test?
Most people dont seem to be going anywhere, they are just reacting to whats around them.
But yeah, you get past the drugs. They show you whats possible, how to open your mind, and once you know you can do it without them.
There does seem to be a movement, a flow of energy. Its only just begun to trickle into western culture... I wonder where we r heading.
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We must discover new frontiers... People have been standing for centuries before a worm-eaten door, making pinholes in it with increasing ease. The time has come to kick it down, for it is only on the other side that everything begins.
-Raoul Vaneigem
 
yah i'm convinced i discovered meditation and chakra tones thru a dxm experience but i can tune myself back to that feeling at any time i want.
while meditating on k i'm pretty sure i discovered my spirit color (orange) if that makes any sense.
 
I heard of spirit animals, what whats a spirit color and how did u discover yours? common, l am sure theres a great story in there...
 
during my much talked about dxm experience, my roommate johne and i had this moment... on our couch...
we were seated at opposite ends of the couch. our friends pete and marco were doing their own little dxm-y things. johne and i had this conversation where we barely whispered, barely even mouthed words to each other. it was basically telepathic ventriloquism. the conversation was mainly about hearing the "frequency of life" which we picked up on, a common oscillation we were both able to tune to and we both hummed/sung our own note in it and they harmonized and matched "the frequency".
while concentrating on my note i felt a very warm glowing squeeze that radiated like the outside corners of my eyes were being squeezed gently together while the point between my eyebrows was being pushed in. i closed my eyes to concentrate even more on my note and that sensation, and i saw the color orange.
the thing that made this feel significant is for the 3 months before this i kept buying orange shit even tho i've never liked the color (before realizing what it means to me), and this guy erek, who lives down the alley, had been doing the same thing (feeling the color orange) and i felt this weird energy connection with him when i met him. in fact when we first met we actually discussed the weird attraction to the color orange because he was wondering why he bought orange shoelaces that day.
it all came together for me a few weeks ago when i was on my way to this afterparty for neverneverland. i was in a car with erek and he was tripping and i was in a big-fat-can't-feel-my-body-at-all k-hole and somehow we started talking about who likes dxm and it came out that erek had the EXACT same experience with johne about a month before i did. the whole telepathy thing. the whole spiritual connection thing. the frequency. the squeeze (but it was in erek's chest).
so i talked to my spiritually gifted soul sister and she said the sound was probably each of us tuning in with each others chakra tones. specifically (in my case) third eye chakra tones.
i have been able to bring myself back to that level of openness at will now by simply focusing on that chakra tone and i can start to feel the energy around me. i guess it's meditation. and i guess it's during meditation that i regain my bond to orange because i straight up feel orange. like i get orange on the brain. a fuzzy orange tickle between my brows.
maybe orange isn't my spirit color. maybe i'm confusing it with some other spiritual entity that i have yet to discover. but i definitely feel a spiritual connection to the color orange.
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Thats really cool, oddly enough l noticed a book about spiritual colors in a shop the other day. There was a tonne of info about them, but there wasnt the color blue which i have often come into contact with. I dunno, but spirituality is def not about drugs. Its about tuning in, and whether u do it thru drugs, meditation or whatever the outcome is still the same.
 
Kick ass post, this is. Thanks for sharing. I got much in the way of a mind candy to chew and digest.
 
whoa!!that's deep, but i really like the spiritual color ditty. this might not be "spiritual" but i like to close my eyes and envision a blanket of purple. this calms me down when i'm feeling too "out of it".i believe that different colors represent a variety of meanings for people!!
XOXO-karma
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karma--the good kind!!!
the beat pulsates through her body-and she x-plodes with a funky rythmic jive
 
Hey, did anyone tuned in today? There was this world wide gathering on today where people meet up at various places around the globe and link up into the energy matrix thru meditation at a predetermined time. OMFG! If you think drugs give u a rush you should try this......
 
I took some x about 4 weeks ago, and I was just totally blown away by how enlightened I was. I dunno what other people experience but I was so inspired that for the next 3 weeks I didn't take any drugs and I went on this crazy spiritual journey.... i've had my awakening, and now i'm just following the spirit.... the most crazy thing that happened to me was:
I was falling asleep and I rested my attention on my breath... and it was like I was breathing through the top of my head.... the next thing I know I am lying, wide awake, in my bed, and the top of my head was buzzing like all hell, and there was this intense buzzing sound as well... I was wondering what was going on and I got the definite feeling that there was something in my room with me.... a spirit or something... I looked to the right... nothing... and when I tried to look the the left, my whole body froze with fear, and I couldn't bring myself to look. Then I saw on the top of my wardrobe A HEAD. I thought, 'there's a head on my wardrobe.' I was shit-scared.
Well then I sorta woke up. But it as so wierd cause I wasn't really dreaming cause I was totally thinking like you normally do when awake. I think I was crossing the gap between our world and the spirits, and because people are so convinced that what we experience normally, ie. just people doing stuff, see a head on my wardrobe scared me.... next time i'll be a bit more receptive
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