Finally had some speed that wasn't with anything else. The G had worn off while back and reality wouldn't rise for a couple of hours yet... the morning sets were soon to begin and so some speed was had
Ended up having 1/4 point of some nice clumpy stuff up the left and right smell holes.
Besides the no aches, wide awake, I can move around for quite some time feeling it affected me mentally as well. I got the 'I can talk to anyone' feeling as on E.. but it was different. When I wasn't being silly and speaking at a great rate of knots because it was fun (ie: into Horsey's bday tape thing we made for him) I felt like I could have real serious converstations and did so on a couple of occasions. But its wierd... voice patterns change as if I'm thinking really really hard about what I'm saying... it slows down and changes to the point where it sounds like I almost have some sort of foreign accent (well it did to some fellow I was talking too hahah he'll get shock next time he talks to me straight). The mental aspect of speed far outweighed the physical aspect for me. Sure we ran around a bit (From the back of the back room at Cage to the Chill Out when Hamlet was leaving... is fun playing 'dodge the crowd') and had a bit of a dance (we owned centre stage) but most of the time I spent in chillout talking to people and generally enjoying myself. I didn't get the edgyness or self centredness that people say they get from speed (ok perhaps I didn't have *enough*
) but talking to people is certainly heaps easier and things generally become more.. hmmm.. fun?
Well.. perhaps a little self centred.. introspective sometimes and at least once imposing (sorry Bill for interrupting what looked to be a serious convo... next time tell me where to go
)... but.. it doesn't *seem* that way. Hard to explain.
I also find it very sexual... the last couple of times I've had it (ummm speed that is
) it was mixed with other things... and man oh man ... I was looking at the women I was with and thinking "I could just throw you down RIGHT NOW and have my way with you ROOOOOOAAAAAAAAAARR"... which if you know me... well... there is no way I could ever come right out and say that/.. but .. woah.. *that* social scene could of turned a little different . Sexually predatory. I am a tiger... roar hehe
Before I could never realise why some people love speed so much. Always was I thinking "how could you stand to be that wired and just dance dance dance dance dance dance dance", know that I'm a bit more aware I can certainly appreciate better how people love it so. It won't displace E as the drug of choice for me however
Thoughts? Observations? Anyone like it better than E? Not like it at all? Same mental affects or a 'fuck this I'm doing a couple of laps around the city blocks'?
Luv,
Soma.

Ended up having 1/4 point of some nice clumpy stuff up the left and right smell holes.
Besides the no aches, wide awake, I can move around for quite some time feeling it affected me mentally as well. I got the 'I can talk to anyone' feeling as on E.. but it was different. When I wasn't being silly and speaking at a great rate of knots because it was fun (ie: into Horsey's bday tape thing we made for him) I felt like I could have real serious converstations and did so on a couple of occasions. But its wierd... voice patterns change as if I'm thinking really really hard about what I'm saying... it slows down and changes to the point where it sounds like I almost have some sort of foreign accent (well it did to some fellow I was talking too hahah he'll get shock next time he talks to me straight). The mental aspect of speed far outweighed the physical aspect for me. Sure we ran around a bit (From the back of the back room at Cage to the Chill Out when Hamlet was leaving... is fun playing 'dodge the crowd') and had a bit of a dance (we owned centre stage) but most of the time I spent in chillout talking to people and generally enjoying myself. I didn't get the edgyness or self centredness that people say they get from speed (ok perhaps I didn't have *enough*

Well.. perhaps a little self centred.. introspective sometimes and at least once imposing (sorry Bill for interrupting what looked to be a serious convo... next time tell me where to go

I also find it very sexual... the last couple of times I've had it (ummm speed that is

Before I could never realise why some people love speed so much. Always was I thinking "how could you stand to be that wired and just dance dance dance dance dance dance dance", know that I'm a bit more aware I can certainly appreciate better how people love it so. It won't displace E as the drug of choice for me however

Thoughts? Observations? Anyone like it better than E? Not like it at all? Same mental affects or a 'fuck this I'm doing a couple of laps around the city blocks'?
Luv,
Soma.