speed and relapse..

[kaossalami]

Sitting in a car..on my way to a football game. Took 5mg adderall at 8 and at noon for my adhd. Its not 7..effects of adderall are wearing off. I feel like shit. Im so depressed and agitated. There's 400mg of adderall in my pocket. I want to do it all. But I know I shouldn't. Tdc...please reassure me everything will be fine...

 

[kaossalami]

Hey just wanted to say I decided not to do much of the adderall! I only took 10mg more. And probably will take 2mg with my sleeping meds. Im glad to have finally started reaching my goals and sobriety!

 

[†∆†]

Adderall is CRAZY addicting in my experience, and it sucks that people aren't more aware of it. Good choice, by the way.

 

[kaossalami]

I got a redic euphoria buzz from that 10mg, im coming on the crash now and am about to take 2mg and go to sleep. I dont feel like shit right now too which is nice..and i think i'll actually be able to sleep tonight.