alephalpha0
Greenlighter
Salutations fellow psychonauts, misfits, heavy and light drug users, human beings, and the discarded and dishelved members of societies who do not understand nor care for us.
i come in peace. i come to converse. i come to heal. i come to learn.
queer texan male here. daily methamphetamine user and squarely on the fence as to the good/bad label this accrues/deserves. i am not the typical mail-stealing, home-invasion planning, shifty-eyed tweaker that is made famous by the unholy main-stream media (and tbh quite a large % of the tweakernation themselves.) am i a wildly unapologetic conspiracy freak? yes. do i have a track record of being forever easily distracted by new shiney objects or all-important tasks? yes. but i'm also growing and cultivating a spiritual connection with my inner-demiurge and higher-being that was never present sans clouds. my empathy and attraction to humanity and it's multiplexed behaviours has become one of the realest emotions i get to experience on a daily basis over the past decade.
my family keeps me at arm's length. i have few friends... fuck it, i have no friends. i have been through a crisis and chose to protect myself with drugs. this has gone on for almost 4 years now. before crisis, i had few friends. since the meltdown, and subsequent couple months in Mental Health Stasis Ward leading into the good old 28 days of Rehad, most of those friends melted away. The remaining, I didn''t know how to interact with after coming back into society and they too melted away.
hmmm... now you know more about me and my past years than I allow most people I run across know.
secrets are only as deadly as one makes them.
i come in peace. i come to converse. i come to heal. i come to learn.
queer texan male here. daily methamphetamine user and squarely on the fence as to the good/bad label this accrues/deserves. i am not the typical mail-stealing, home-invasion planning, shifty-eyed tweaker that is made famous by the unholy main-stream media (and tbh quite a large % of the tweakernation themselves.) am i a wildly unapologetic conspiracy freak? yes. do i have a track record of being forever easily distracted by new shiney objects or all-important tasks? yes. but i'm also growing and cultivating a spiritual connection with my inner-demiurge and higher-being that was never present sans clouds. my empathy and attraction to humanity and it's multiplexed behaviours has become one of the realest emotions i get to experience on a daily basis over the past decade.
my family keeps me at arm's length. i have few friends... fuck it, i have no friends. i have been through a crisis and chose to protect myself with drugs. this has gone on for almost 4 years now. before crisis, i had few friends. since the meltdown, and subsequent couple months in Mental Health Stasis Ward leading into the good old 28 days of Rehad, most of those friends melted away. The remaining, I didn''t know how to interact with after coming back into society and they too melted away.
hmmm... now you know more about me and my past years than I allow most people I run across know.
secrets are only as deadly as one makes them.
