Thank you fatstep-my mind has been in turmoil since his death fearing that he would have been in pain or frightened. You have given me some ease knowing that he may not have suffered at all.
Honestly, fatstep is correct. I speak from personal experience, unfortunately.
I'm so, so deeply sorry for your loss. I know what my two fatal OD's did to my family, and my father in particular. He even went out and bought a book written by a father who lost his son to a drug overdose. Watching him read it in tears tore me to pieces. This community is here to support you, jjandharry.