SineWaveSoldier
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Oct 23, 2012
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Going through some old shit I wrote this a while ago. I haven't really put pen to paper in a year or so but it still gives me chills when I read it so someone might feel it.
Sometimes I want to run and hide
Sometimes I want to step outside
From who I am and where I've been
To start this life over again
Sometimes I want to change it all
Sometimes I want to end it all
To not remember
To not recall
Sometimes I want to break this shell
This fragile world this secret hell
Walk away leave it behind
Leave it behind.....
Im not as strong as they may have thought
I can't pretend Im not distrought
I never asked for much at all
I never wanted to take this fall
I can keep walking but I can't run
I can't hide from what I've become
Ill carry this long as I can
See where it takes me, see where I am
Don't cry for me when I have left
Or take the pain I tried to shed
If just one soul is saved instead
It is worth all I've done and said
Don't take the path I decided to take
Or ignore the laws I decided to break
Don't listen to others when they say
To follow them; go your own way
When I leave I'll still be here
Still be around, Ill still be near
Even if my voice you cannot hear
Ill still be there that much is clear
If I leave not far Ill go
I'll be that angel always in tow
Ill be the knowledge that you should know
The light that shows you where to go
Sometimes I want to run and hide
Sometimes I want to step outside
From who I am and where I've been
To start this life over again
Sometimes I want to change it all
Sometimes I want to end it all
To not remember
To not recall
Sometimes I want to break this shell
This fragile world this secret hell
Walk away leave it behind
Leave it behind.....
Im not as strong as they may have thought
I can't pretend Im not distrought
I never asked for much at all
I never wanted to take this fall
I can keep walking but I can't run
I can't hide from what I've become
Ill carry this long as I can
See where it takes me, see where I am
Don't cry for me when I have left
Or take the pain I tried to shed
If just one soul is saved instead
It is worth all I've done and said
Don't take the path I decided to take
Or ignore the laws I decided to break
Don't listen to others when they say
To follow them; go your own way
When I leave I'll still be here
Still be around, Ill still be near
Even if my voice you cannot hear
Ill still be there that much is clear
If I leave not far Ill go
I'll be that angel always in tow
Ill be the knowledge that you should know
The light that shows you where to go