Sometimes I Wish.

[rewiiired]

No, you shouldn't have come.
Look at all the damage you've done.
All the damage you made me make, too.
Now I blame you.

Sometimes,

I wish this didn't exist,
because I hate feeling like this.
You awakened all these hopes and dreams
and now I'm more confused than I've ever been.

There's two ways to go and no less than,
and my desires keep pulling me in both directions.
And no degree of ignorance or meditation will help me escape,
nothing will change the fact that there's a choice to be made.

And I feel I'm still breaking,
but I was already split,
and my heart is a hurricane now,
and I don't get this.

I don't get me and I'll be damned if
I can understand a damn
thing about you now.

Feelings pit against each other and
thoughts wage war within,
I'm just a casualty now.

And sometimes I wish
this didn't exist,
for there's no clear answers
to questions I can't resist.

 

[katmeow]

As ever, I really like your work. I think I've said before that I could imagine one of your other pieces as song lyrics... I feel that from this one too. This really strikes a chrod with me right now. Why are people so confusing?