iEnjoyPotAndStuff
Greenlighter
- Joined
- Dec 4, 2014
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Hey guys! First post on the site! Not really tryin to make this an intro thread though, seeing as how I've lurked for several years and know most of the ins and outs (although it's good to be a part of the site that has helped countless times in the past!) Anyway, let me throw a little background info at ya'll first:
So I had done meth very seldom in the past (I'm talkin I probably bought 6 - 8 $50 sacks over the last 6 or so months (although that's not including the rest of this post) and snorting was my preferred method of administration, I hadn't even tried smoking or iv. Anyway this shit was easy as pie for me to start doin and just as easy for me to not do for a couple weeks or even months when I ran out it was pretty much a special occasion thing. In fact, any drug is relatively easy for me pick up for a bit and drop it when I get in too deep. I've done it countless times in preparation for football season (I played in college so I had to stay pretty fit) but don't take that statement as I'm an inexperienced drug user. I've been through my fair share of withdrawals, I've shot up plenty of pills (yes I know it's horrible for you), I know the good and bad side to 90% of the drugs out there from experience , but I always drop ALL habits by preseason
OK so all of that^^ was to to help you gauge the self control that I've built up over the years... So now let's fast forward to present-day:
So a week or so ago I did what I promised myself I'd never do in the past, and that is iv meth. And let me tell you, that it was everything that you guys said it would be... The most intense euphoria I've ever had by fucking far, hell, once I found the right dose to main line I was even getting some trippy visuals (VERY similar to acid just before it really starts to kick in) and it sure as shit made work easy as hell
just as long as my pupils weren't too far dilated and I wasn't hearing too many voices at the time haha but let's get back onto subject. The deal is that I've went on 3 binges over the last 2 weeks (a 3,4 and 5 day binge) and slamming it every time during them. I'm finishing off the 4 day binge as we speak as I just shot up the last of it around 4 am or about 4 hours before writing this post. Now when I come down off of this later today, i wanna be done with the stuff for good and I'm fairly confident that I can do it without much of a struggle but there's a couple things that are making me skeptical. First off, like I mentioned earlier, when you find the right amount to slam based on your current batch's quality, the high is simply out of this world and legitimately the greatest feeling I've had in a long time if not ever. Consequently, this pairs with the shit straight up invading your mind. You are CONSTANTLY thinking about it after you get that first rush from iv and that is something that I've never experienced with any other drug out there, at least not to this extent. To put it into retrospect, you know how they say that people dream everytime they go to sleep and the nights you "don't dream" you just forget them. Well I virtually never dream like ever and it's not due to drug use, I remember being self conscious as a kid when people were talking about their dreams. On average, I'd say I dream roughly 6-10 times a YEAR. Well this shit has invaded my dreams 6 times in the last TWO WEEKS and it leaves me thinking about it constantly again for at least the rest of the day. Anyway let me get to the point and just list my questions for everyone, if you need more info on me just ask...
How hard should i expect my crash to be and how long will it last?
Do you guys think I can pull it off somewhat easily? I know that's a broad question just give a best guess based on what you've read
Any tips on someone trying to quit?
And any other information anybody thinks I should know would be greatly appreciated
Also, it might sound a tad cheesy, but just some general support or a happy story wouldn't hurt. It's just... Shit Idk... The more I think about coming down today, the more scared I get because nothing has ever gotten anywhere close to having a grip this tight on me.. and it's pretty frightening to think I could've already fucked up the rest of my life in these 2 measly weeks of use
So I had done meth very seldom in the past (I'm talkin I probably bought 6 - 8 $50 sacks over the last 6 or so months (although that's not including the rest of this post) and snorting was my preferred method of administration, I hadn't even tried smoking or iv. Anyway this shit was easy as pie for me to start doin and just as easy for me to not do for a couple weeks or even months when I ran out it was pretty much a special occasion thing. In fact, any drug is relatively easy for me pick up for a bit and drop it when I get in too deep. I've done it countless times in preparation for football season (I played in college so I had to stay pretty fit) but don't take that statement as I'm an inexperienced drug user. I've been through my fair share of withdrawals, I've shot up plenty of pills (yes I know it's horrible for you), I know the good and bad side to 90% of the drugs out there from experience , but I always drop ALL habits by preseason
OK so all of that^^ was to to help you gauge the self control that I've built up over the years... So now let's fast forward to present-day:
So a week or so ago I did what I promised myself I'd never do in the past, and that is iv meth. And let me tell you, that it was everything that you guys said it would be... The most intense euphoria I've ever had by fucking far, hell, once I found the right dose to main line I was even getting some trippy visuals (VERY similar to acid just before it really starts to kick in) and it sure as shit made work easy as hell
just as long as my pupils weren't too far dilated and I wasn't hearing too many voices at the time haha but let's get back onto subject. The deal is that I've went on 3 binges over the last 2 weeks (a 3,4 and 5 day binge) and slamming it every time during them. I'm finishing off the 4 day binge as we speak as I just shot up the last of it around 4 am or about 4 hours before writing this post. Now when I come down off of this later today, i wanna be done with the stuff for good and I'm fairly confident that I can do it without much of a struggle but there's a couple things that are making me skeptical. First off, like I mentioned earlier, when you find the right amount to slam based on your current batch's quality, the high is simply out of this world and legitimately the greatest feeling I've had in a long time if not ever. Consequently, this pairs with the shit straight up invading your mind. You are CONSTANTLY thinking about it after you get that first rush from iv and that is something that I've never experienced with any other drug out there, at least not to this extent. To put it into retrospect, you know how they say that people dream everytime they go to sleep and the nights you "don't dream" you just forget them. Well I virtually never dream like ever and it's not due to drug use, I remember being self conscious as a kid when people were talking about their dreams. On average, I'd say I dream roughly 6-10 times a YEAR. Well this shit has invaded my dreams 6 times in the last TWO WEEKS and it leaves me thinking about it constantly again for at least the rest of the day. Anyway let me get to the point and just list my questions for everyone, if you need more info on me just ask...How hard should i expect my crash to be and how long will it last?
Do you guys think I can pull it off somewhat easily? I know that's a broad question just give a best guess based on what you've read
Any tips on someone trying to quit?
And any other information anybody thinks I should know would be greatly appreciated
Also, it might sound a tad cheesy, but just some general support or a happy story wouldn't hurt. It's just... Shit Idk... The more I think about coming down today, the more scared I get because nothing has ever gotten anywhere close to having a grip this tight on me.. and it's pretty frightening to think I could've already fucked up the rest of my life in these 2 measly weeks of use
