dilated_pupils
Bluelighter
I've been writing poems for a long time, and have many of them, enough to make a book easily, but I realized how I need to share these, as I've gotten many compliments on them, and have something I'm proud of. So enjoy, and honest comments are very welcomed.
Mental Note (not dated)
I write myself a mental note,
Put it aside I'll read it later.
Procrastinate 'till I hate myself even more.
Open and shut case.
It was the mace that scarred my eyes,
From believing and seeing the truth.
I am one of the mislead youth.
I became this way myself,
Learned off of others misplaced hate,
Woke up each morning saying
"Well isn't this great."
I found myself mentally locked in a closet.
That morning I didn't drop off my deposit.
The departure of adolesence happened young,
It all hit me like a shot from a gun. (or It all hit me like a brick in the face)
No one understands how my mindset works.
Illusions set my path aray.
Never have listened to what they had to say.
Troublesome world for our degenerates,
Set a path and guide others through it,
Don't be fooled lead yourself.
_____________________
Dated - 9/27/05
If I were a lie,
I'd be one of a kind.
I'd be of demonic nature,
And sit by your side.
Haunt you in your sleep,
I'd sit there and stare,
Until you no longer felt my dispare.
I'd never leave until the job was done,
Until your life was like my ruined one.
You expected sympathy,
But you wont be receiving,
The only thing you'll be doing now,
Is constantly grieving.
I'd tell you I'm sorry,
But I don't really care,
I'm just a lie,
That just doesn't really want to bother to try.
_____________________
And this one I wrote on a comedown from coke after a big binge, it's not the best but it has meaning to it for me, so maybe you guys can appreciate it.
2/20/06
I've missed a lot in my life,
Like living it at all.
I write this with my jaw clenching,
And the comedown coming along well.
We take everything for granit,
And until we get down so much that it seems unbearable,
You don't realize what you're doing to yourself.
But it's too late,
It's too late to take it all back,
And life is too short to have regrets.
You have to learn from your mistakes,
And make your life better from them.
It almost seems like yesterday I was amused by the silliest things.
My eyes glaring at the littlest things.
But you grow up too fast,
So fast you miss so much.
I miss those days.
I miss having control of my life.
I miss it all.
BUt yet I lead this life in which I have seamlessly chosen.
Anyway, I hope some of you enjoyed these at least. The first two are definitely my favorites. Let me know what you think guys.
Mental Note (not dated)
I write myself a mental note,
Put it aside I'll read it later.
Procrastinate 'till I hate myself even more.
Open and shut case.
It was the mace that scarred my eyes,
From believing and seeing the truth.
I am one of the mislead youth.
I became this way myself,
Learned off of others misplaced hate,
Woke up each morning saying
"Well isn't this great."
I found myself mentally locked in a closet.
That morning I didn't drop off my deposit.
The departure of adolesence happened young,
It all hit me like a shot from a gun. (or It all hit me like a brick in the face)
No one understands how my mindset works.
Illusions set my path aray.
Never have listened to what they had to say.
Troublesome world for our degenerates,
Set a path and guide others through it,
Don't be fooled lead yourself.
_____________________
Dated - 9/27/05
If I were a lie,
I'd be one of a kind.
I'd be of demonic nature,
And sit by your side.
Haunt you in your sleep,
I'd sit there and stare,
Until you no longer felt my dispare.
I'd never leave until the job was done,
Until your life was like my ruined one.
You expected sympathy,
But you wont be receiving,
The only thing you'll be doing now,
Is constantly grieving.
I'd tell you I'm sorry,
But I don't really care,
I'm just a lie,
That just doesn't really want to bother to try.
_____________________
And this one I wrote on a comedown from coke after a big binge, it's not the best but it has meaning to it for me, so maybe you guys can appreciate it.
2/20/06
I've missed a lot in my life,
Like living it at all.
I write this with my jaw clenching,
And the comedown coming along well.
We take everything for granit,
And until we get down so much that it seems unbearable,
You don't realize what you're doing to yourself.
But it's too late,
It's too late to take it all back,
And life is too short to have regrets.
You have to learn from your mistakes,
And make your life better from them.
It almost seems like yesterday I was amused by the silliest things.
My eyes glaring at the littlest things.
But you grow up too fast,
So fast you miss so much.
I miss those days.
I miss having control of my life.
I miss it all.
BUt yet I lead this life in which I have seamlessly chosen.
Anyway, I hope some of you enjoyed these at least. The first two are definitely my favorites. Let me know what you think guys.
I tend to get compliments most on that poem.