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sober

it was.

Bluelighter
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sober, this drug.
in some
much harder to handle than unplanned visits threw tunnel vision
in some
much harder to handle than foreign lands on unknown dosages
in some
when it actually comes time to listen to those inner concious postages
posting "man, its time to quit this"

sober, this drug.
how much of a dose can you handle?
2.3 years, 3 months?
or maybe an 8th of that minute you spent debating
on whether or not this was even the right way to be taken?

sober, this drug.
an addiction id actually like to get close to.
addicted to the point where no rehab could help me out
persistant to that voice that keeps me consuming
so consumed that my central nerves dont even comprehend the sentance "alright, help me now"
-it wouldnt be needed.

sober, this drug.
where the dose is never enough
where the insights just keep coming
and so does the confidance in knowing tonight i re up
where my stash can be kept hidden at all times
alongside with where my plants are grown
hidden so deep i know i wont be running
hidden so deep i know ill be safe in this home.

sober, this drug.
 
its a struggle. a struggle to start, a struggle to keep it up. and even though youre feeling better than ever you still get urges to fuck it all up.

i liked this dude. keep it up
 
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