Jeremiah31:16
Greenlighter
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My name is Joshua, I hate it yet I love it. DXM aka Dextromethorphan. I've done it all ranging form the mild tobacco and cannabis to the next level of MDMA and like substances to the use of Methamphetamines, Heroin, Cocaine, Cocaine's evil twin Crack. I've taken just about every pill imaginable and in more ways than one. I've had my share of psychedelics including LSD most likely not the good stuff due to the federal ban but surely enough to have me seeing colors and shapes. Out of all of these substances I've taken I have never became addicted to any of them except for the crack which I have broke free from since. My current and hope to God the last addiction I'll face is actually none of the above named life destroying entities.
I am on a substance so common you can find it in your everyday travels maybe even in your own home. I am talking of DXM aka dextromethorphan. For those of you reading this who are not aware of what DXM is it is a common ingredient used in most cough medicines. Here is a link provided by Wikipedia for those who wish to educate themselves on this specific Drug https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dextromethorphan
I know, how can a guy try all these things and get addicted to the most simplest of things but it happened just like many other things. So here I am starting about 14 years old I have had this addiction to this drug and am now 21 so around 7 years it has haunted me. I really want to experience life without it but I feel it calling me. I'm a single male who works for a living. Maybe I'm missing something in life I don't know.
I can't fight this alone I know that much but what further must I do to beat this I don't know I have the intelligence to do great things but I'm trapped inside this bubble and I cant get any air. I want to have a live a normal life working a job having a wife and kids living the American Dream but I feel I can't start a relationship until I fix myself first. I don't know... Joshua signing off...awaiting replies.
I am on a substance so common you can find it in your everyday travels maybe even in your own home. I am talking of DXM aka dextromethorphan. For those of you reading this who are not aware of what DXM is it is a common ingredient used in most cough medicines. Here is a link provided by Wikipedia for those who wish to educate themselves on this specific Drug https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dextromethorphan
I know, how can a guy try all these things and get addicted to the most simplest of things but it happened just like many other things. So here I am starting about 14 years old I have had this addiction to this drug and am now 21 so around 7 years it has haunted me. I really want to experience life without it but I feel it calling me. I'm a single male who works for a living. Maybe I'm missing something in life I don't know.
I can't fight this alone I know that much but what further must I do to beat this I don't know I have the intelligence to do great things but I'm trapped inside this bubble and I cant get any air. I want to have a live a normal life working a job having a wife and kids living the American Dream but I feel I can't start a relationship until I fix myself first. I don't know... Joshua signing off...awaiting replies.