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smoked some bad weed...

eat food, drink water, chill the fuck out. works 100% of the time.

you just stoned homie
 
Low grade weed always makes me feel shit. I can relate to you man, but it doesnt last long. Good weed is always a nice smoke. Sometimes with the dark bush shit you do feel a bit skank. Ride it out the more you think about it the worse you will feel.
 
I don't know about now but about half a year ago when i was still a hemphead I remember some nasty looking stuff coming around these parts, almost exactly as you said; compressed and dark - except this was like the nasty dark. You can tell its weed, but it looked gross. Also looked like it had cobwebs in it, I do know it had mold in it though, so I never touched it. But my inlaw said his neighbor and him smoked the stuff since it was $50 a zone and his neighbor fell out on the floor just acting like he was almost having a seizure, don't know what all happened but the dude had smoked before so it was really odd. Maybe this batch is still running around and needs to be avoided?
After I first had my high grade, I never went low again. I rather of missed out then smoked low grade so - keep that in mind? Sorry if i am no help :]
 
I smoked mouldy weed once.. Had a good 4 or 5 cones of it and then went to go to bed and it sounded like a freight train was running through my head for what felt like hours :| Also had pretty mad visual distortion hey. Just blurry shit.

The first and last time I will ever smoke an open bag I find under my couch in my sesh room.
 
To your description, I dont think you should be smoking marijuana, you may have some kind of underlying mental disorder. Take it easy on the drugs mate
 
For the first year or so I started smoking weed I loved it and the effects were all but negative. Then I took a little break from it as I thought maybe I was overdoing it. When I started up again I absolutely HATED what it did to me. It just turns me into a quiet, paranoid, shy, depressed loser instead of making everything more fun the way it used to.
 
Yeah, same here. First 2 years of smoking were GREAT. Then suddenly everything changed & it's exactly like the guy before me said.. By the way, it also started to get nasty for me after i smoked some "laced weed"...& i also stared in the mirror that night, too.

But I honestly believe it's all just in your head. It's just your thoughts making you feel this way (i find weed sort of magnifies them).. & it has nothing to do with the weed itself.

For example, when weed was still good for me, i used to not care at all that i was stoned while making a long order at a restaurant. I'd barely be able to remember the order & just trying to appear sober to the waiter. In the back of my mind though, the situation seemed hilarious cause i felt i was doing something I'm not supposed to be doing.
These days, if i smoke up, the last thing i wanna do is place an order cause i think to myself stuff like "What if i mess it up real bad, is he gonna notice I'm high ? Or will he think I'm retarded? I'm gonna make a fool out of myself.. i just know it, i really don't wanna order, bla bla bla" Negative... insecure thoughts that just make me super paranoid & i end up making a fool of myself indeed. Back when weed was good, these things didn't even remotely cross my mind.. I would just be in the moment, trying real hard not to laugh while ordering, especially if i mess up the list... In the end who the hell cares what some random waiter thinks of me?

So I think it's self-esteem/self-worth issues, & paranoia about getting caught in my case. If it's similar for you, then my advise is to remind yourself that no person is better than the other.. We're all equal & worth the same and we all have the ability to do whatever you'd like.. I know it's easier said than done, but if you can change the way you are thinking, surely everything will be better again & the panic should subside. You just have to believe in yourself that's all there is to it.
Peace
 
In the past I've also had my experiences change from pleasant to terrible. Depressed, anxious, paranoid, extremely self-conscious, physical tension, just in general hating myself and sure that everybody around me hated me too.

It is hard to know what is the actual cause of your symptoms. But if you take a break from smoking and feel better then that's a good clue.
 
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