Slipping

[*SWeeT-e*]

I am no longer a person
I have shriveled up inside myself
a beautiful round grape
now a shrunken raisin
with life juice evaporated
assasinated
I swallowed my pain
without ever chewing it
now it rots in my belly
inedible
indigestible
a dull constant ache
every now and then rising up
into my mouth
acidic heartburn
burning my heart out
once again
and again I remember
the food on which I nearly choked to death
the things I have done
things that were done to me
and though I swallow it once more
it will always come up again
forever haunting me
Once you've had them, drugs I mean, you're never quite the same without them. And you can never really go back to who you used to be before.
I feel myself slipping again...
~kimmy.

 

[Crow]

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[yoUr bLiSS]

wow, those are such true and amazing words. that's about all i can say right now because i am basically speechless....speechless and really thinking hard about my life right now...