It's been a long 48 hours, no sleep. I'm counting the hours until I can't count anymore.
I just wish I can stay up for until I cant stay up any longer, take my sleep medicine, and just fall into a self induced coma.
Where I can dream of peaceful things for as long as I wanted to, and not have to come back to reality unil all the bad things blow past.
I don't feel emotions anymore, why even bother?
I am enjoying these times I feel right now, my serenity has kicked in, and no matter how loud you might yell at me, it still wont pull me out of this state of mind.
The slip has begun taking their part, I'm feeling it.
Until next time we meet.
I just wish I can stay up for until I cant stay up any longer, take my sleep medicine, and just fall into a self induced coma.
Where I can dream of peaceful things for as long as I wanted to, and not have to come back to reality unil all the bad things blow past.
I don't feel emotions anymore, why even bother?
I am enjoying these times I feel right now, my serenity has kicked in, and no matter how loud you might yell at me, it still wont pull me out of this state of mind.
The slip has begun taking their part, I'm feeling it.
Until next time we meet.