@dalpat077 Yeah, again for me, it's an individual thing. I don't belong to a church, although I'd probably consider myself a Baptist, I'm still open to upgrading my interpretation when presented with something new. It's easier for me to believe. I used to be agnostic/athiest, but there's just nothing in that "philosophy" that is spiritually fulfilling by any means, and I felt empty inside for most of my life. Atheism is all about fighting back against something, as opposed to building anything. These days, spirituality is like an armor for me, and I have relieved myself of a lot of the fears and insecurities I used to grapple with.
As far as tragedies/murders/etc. and natural disasters are concerned, I believe that people that are victim to them either have immortal life through Christ or are reincarnated, ie. Buddhism, Hinduism. In which case, it is only tragedy on this Earth, as this life is temporary. I don't really believe in hell. Just because you can't touch something, doesn't make it any less real. When I read scripture most recently, I truly felt something righteous inside myself, and had a spiritual awakening. Is that the Holy Spirit working inside me? Of course I can't "prove" what I feel to you, but I believe it what I feel. Not everyone has this spiritual experience in their life, and that's ok. No one can be forced to believe anything, and I know this for sure because I tried to believe many times before in my life, but it took a certain series of events for it to click inside me.
@Gnostic Bishop And in regard to Jesus's claim about divorce, he merely said it was considered adultery, unless someone had been unfaithful. Adultery is a sin. Jesus died for our sins to be forgiven and to make a new covenant between God and the entire world, so it would just be a matter of repenting. HIs words on the two most important commandments are: have faith, love your neighbor. My biggest beef w/ the NT is how much credibility is given to the Apostle Paul and the early church. I believe they failed to interpret Jesus's word right from the get, hence bigots popping open 1 Corinthians to preach about "Christian morality". That's BS to me. I much prefer the minor epistles, in particular the Book of James is one of my favorite pieces of writing of any genre.
God does seem like a genocidal maniac in the Hebrew bible, but if one were to take the scriptures as fact, we were made by God and wouldn't have life without him anyway. As we were made in God's image, I look at it like he holds regrets like anyone else, hence the New Testament to make up for it.
Idk, it's a simple philosophy for me. It's a lot easier for me to "let go, and let God', as they say in AA. All I know is that I don't know.