angelique01 said:
i still do get anxiety when i'm around a new person who is intimidating..
im have always been shy, but mainly now its around people who are intimidating, like my boyfriends friends or his family, or people who i feel i just cant relax around, or have to impress, it really gets to me because im sure i come across as this boring person, just polite nice person, and that people have to try and make small talk with, who doesnt have all that much to say, but my mind goes blank and it gets to me even more because im really not this serious quiet person, i sometimes come across as.
I think its easier for me to approach these situations with now, dont go over the top to impress people just relax and be yourself, if you dont want to talk then dont, if you have something to say then say it, not everyone has to talk all the time, who cares what they are thinking of you. (of course i try and fool myself with this thinking it sometimes just doesnt work like that) YOu just have to keep thinking postive about yourself.
Im the same i think i love (or loved) partying and pills so much, because i just turn into this social butterfly that can talk to anyONe!! infact i dont shut up when ive got that extra confidence, its alot of fun but its not the best thing to get stuck in, but at the same time i think my partying has brought out some confidence in me too.
Im getting more and more confortable with shyness, i suppose always look at it like it was a bad thing, really it doesnt have to be, i know i like the cool type of person who just sort of keeps to themself and says things when its important, i think that what a shy person sometimes comes across as to others, but too themselves it comes across as negative thoughts and thoughts like im quiet and boring.
Not everyone has to be overly confident and the life of the party, people like people for different reasons, shyness has its qualities that attracts people to like that part of this person, i know i like shyness in a person, its mysterious and intriguing in some ways, you have to get the person trust etc before they show you themselves.
I also think alot of geniune people are shy people, they dont bullshit they are who they are its no fake act.
Ive been told alot of nice people are the ones who suffer from Anxiety problems, because they are always worrying about little things that not so nice people wouldnt even bother about.
I cant believe how much pain we all put ourselves through in our own minds, really just our own worst enemies, no one else is thinking all the bad stuff but ourselves. I wish i could know how to turn this thinking around too.
Im currently on the i must be boring in bed, which thinking realisticially i know isnt true, but because i read all these people who sound so sexually confident, watch film clips with "sexy" girls and movies with people comfortable, SO automatically think thats what everyone wants and they way you have to be, and i must be boring... i wish i could chuck my stresshead thought pattern AWAY and just relax and get on with living life and not worrying about stupid things that dont mean all that much !!
I found this which i think is a good way to look at things:
Every social person must learn to accept rejection, not every relationship works out and lasts forever, not everyone will like you nor will you like everyone. Lonely people make two big mistakes in this process: (a) when socializing they feel they are being evaluated. Thus, they start to worry about the impression they are making. This makes them uptight instead of relaxing and being fun to be with. (b) Because they think they have been evaluated, when someone rejects them it becomes "proof" that they haven't measured up, that they have failed and are unattractive or no good. These wrong conclusions must be corrected. Most people are just wanting to have a good time; they aren't spending their evening assessing all your strengths and faults so they can calculate your total worth as a person. Correct this thinking, get lots of rejections, and use desensitization to reduce the emotional trauma of rejection. Lighten up, stop expecting everyone to love you, stop being self-critical, take the initiative and bring up interesting topics, don't "play it safe" and hide in the crowd, focus on other people and their interests, help others have a good time, and be satisfied with your efforts. Practice, practice, practice social skills.