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Mental Health should this be a cause of concern?

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flyhighk

flyhighk

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So other than the depression and anxiety that I suffer from, I often have bad and abusive thoughts/ideas.
For example, when I was told that my cousin killed his brother/father and 5 other people(he's the santa monica shooter), I was kinda shocked at first, but then I felt happy because I may be mentally similar to my cousin. Whenever I feel like I'm a criminal/psycopath. I feel good. Weird. I'm not seeing a therapist but I'm seeing a shrink... should I tell him about this ?
I'm 15 btw.
 
Not really sure what you're asking... It's totally up to you whether you tell him about it. Do you think you'd gain anything from doing so?
 
Are these thoughts bothering you?
Are they urges? If so, are you worried you will act upon these urges?

There's nothing good about killing innocent strangers.
 
I know, tbh I'm afraid that I might kill someone one day. Damn nvm close this thread
 
Closed per OP request.

If you would like this re-opened, just shoot me a PM :)
 
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