I been using meth by oral ROA since I left rehab, almost 2 years ago, previous rehab I smoked for 3 years daily and slammed for 6 months daily. Now I ingest a very tiny amount of meth, dont now how much is it but i fill tiny capsules with it, ido this once or twice per month, I work out of the city for 20 days an I have 10 days breaks from work each month, on my workdays i dont use.
So i wanna know what do you think about it, lately I being thinking a lot, I feel a lot of stress after each use, but at the same time I feel stressed a lot when I am in my rest days from work, i want to use so bad but after I use and beat my meat for 8 hours I want to be meth free. Some using friends say i overthink too much, that my use is moderate and that I should just enjoy it.
So i wanna know what do you think about it, lately I being thinking a lot, I feel a lot of stress after each use, but at the same time I feel stressed a lot when I am in my rest days from work, i want to use so bad but after I use and beat my meat for 8 hours I want to be meth free. Some using friends say i overthink too much, that my use is moderate and that I should just enjoy it.