Yesterday was shit too. Tia wasn’t as school both days so I am pretty much a loner. Well not really a loner, I have other friends. But I don’t really like being around them anymore. None of them smoke and I have practically nothing in common with them, so I try to isolate myself from them. I don’t even know how we stayed friends for so long.
So anywhore, today was dull. Really lonely too. No dank since Tia wasn’t here. I have about $40 saved but I’m trying to save it for anything that’s not weed. But damn it’s so hard not to spend it!! I’m sure by the end of this week I would have spent at least half of it on dank. Oh well.
I was thinking that today I will drink the cough syrup I’ve had for some time. I was meaning to drink it on the weekend but I didn’t get around to it. Since I feel like crap I guess today would be a good day to do it. I feel kinda stupid when I drink it by myself, or if I smoke by myself. A friend said to me ‘wow your pathetic’ cause I smoke by myself quit often. I do it because Tia lives far and I don’t always like traveling to her house just to smoke cause then I have to travel all the way back home. Tia is really the only true friend I have, but I won’t get into that now.
So anywhore, today was dull. Really lonely too. No dank since Tia wasn’t here. I have about $40 saved but I’m trying to save it for anything that’s not weed. But damn it’s so hard not to spend it!! I’m sure by the end of this week I would have spent at least half of it on dank. Oh well.
I was thinking that today I will drink the cough syrup I’ve had for some time. I was meaning to drink it on the weekend but I didn’t get around to it. Since I feel like crap I guess today would be a good day to do it. I feel kinda stupid when I drink it by myself, or if I smoke by myself. A friend said to me ‘wow your pathetic’ cause I smoke by myself quit often. I do it because Tia lives far and I don’t always like traveling to her house just to smoke cause then I have to travel all the way back home. Tia is really the only true friend I have, but I won’t get into that now.