she is free

[beanpoophead]

I spent a lot of time
telling the difference between
you and your big dreams
and mine and what is real

I cried puddles of tears
pushing away every fear
so that I could kiss sunshine
and know that things are ok

I told so many lies
to believe in something
that I couldn’t make myself see
like the rest of the world in me

I closed my eyes
everyday to push it all away
so the hurt and pain
would show me the way

I danced til I was dead
to be someone else
that no one knew
from you or who

I prayed every night
to a God I gave away
in my sixteenth year
and I keep praying, for anything

I smiled so few days
that my heart felt like
I had given it away
and purchased it again, half sale

And here I am
at peace in this new world
where am I just the girl
that had the tears in her eyes
and cried away lullabies
to be someone that she
couldn’t be all the days before
and is now
because she is fee

 

[up all night]

You are an amazingly strong, inspirational girl. Please keep writing, we need more people like you in this forum.

 

[beanpoophead]

^^^

thank you thats what i need to hear right now

 

[FixXxer]

ill second that motion.
every peice you have doen has been amazgly well written. your style, is unmatchable... keep on keepin on.

another great peice