JungleBeatz
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Hello Bluelight. First of all, sorry for the wall of text. I have a question about the psychological effects of DMT and their consequences. Now I know this topic might better be suited for a trained psychiatrist but I figured it wouldn't hurt if I got the opinions of some veteran psycho-naughts first.
Anyways, when I was younger (and stupid), my friends and I started experimenting with psychedelic drugs. After quite a few psilocybin and LSD trips we moved onto 5-MEO-DMT which you could order online back then. We did not have a good scale to weigh doses on so we eyeballed it the best we could. One of my friends could not get the desired effect from the drug so he measured out, what I considered, an ungodly amount, and it has affected him ever since. After the incident, he became extremely paranoid and very socially anxious. Now, as you can probably tell by my join date when I first started becoming interested in psychedelic drugs, almost 10 years have passed since this happened. We are still friends but I can tell this experience changed his life for the worse and I feel partly to blame because I am the one who provided it for him.
Describing the experience from my perspective is quite easy. He was calm at first just sitting on a chair, but all the sudden he started convulsing and trying to run around the room. He actually at one point got down on the floor and started, what looked like to me, break dancing. (I'm dead serious, this is not a troll post). We tried to constrain him, but it just made him yell very loud, so we let him do it, knocking over lamps and vases in the process. This lasted maybe 30 minutes.
From what he told me of his experience, he said he was in pitch black darkness and could see nothing. He felt like all the atoms in his body were one-by-one bursting out of him and his body was being blown apart. After this happened he said he was just his consciousness alone in a dark part of space and voices were calling him to come to them. He felt like hooded figures were watching him and trying to call him over to their existence. Or something to that effect. He said this felt like 8+ hours.
So the real question here is this. I recently synthesized some N,N-DMT because I've had the desire to try it for a long time and I am in the middle of a science education and wanted to get a different angle on some of existence's unanswered questions. My friend in question also wants to try it, I guess to face his fear perhaps, and maybe undo some of the psychological effects 5-MEO-DMT had on him. Would this be wise or would he just be better off seeing a psychiatrist?
EDIT: I forgot to mention the dose of 5-MEO-DMT was insufflated.
Anyways, when I was younger (and stupid), my friends and I started experimenting with psychedelic drugs. After quite a few psilocybin and LSD trips we moved onto 5-MEO-DMT which you could order online back then. We did not have a good scale to weigh doses on so we eyeballed it the best we could. One of my friends could not get the desired effect from the drug so he measured out, what I considered, an ungodly amount, and it has affected him ever since. After the incident, he became extremely paranoid and very socially anxious. Now, as you can probably tell by my join date when I first started becoming interested in psychedelic drugs, almost 10 years have passed since this happened. We are still friends but I can tell this experience changed his life for the worse and I feel partly to blame because I am the one who provided it for him.
Describing the experience from my perspective is quite easy. He was calm at first just sitting on a chair, but all the sudden he started convulsing and trying to run around the room. He actually at one point got down on the floor and started, what looked like to me, break dancing. (I'm dead serious, this is not a troll post). We tried to constrain him, but it just made him yell very loud, so we let him do it, knocking over lamps and vases in the process. This lasted maybe 30 minutes.
From what he told me of his experience, he said he was in pitch black darkness and could see nothing. He felt like all the atoms in his body were one-by-one bursting out of him and his body was being blown apart. After this happened he said he was just his consciousness alone in a dark part of space and voices were calling him to come to them. He felt like hooded figures were watching him and trying to call him over to their existence. Or something to that effect. He said this felt like 8+ hours.
So the real question here is this. I recently synthesized some N,N-DMT because I've had the desire to try it for a long time and I am in the middle of a science education and wanted to get a different angle on some of existence's unanswered questions. My friend in question also wants to try it, I guess to face his fear perhaps, and maybe undo some of the psychological effects 5-MEO-DMT had on him. Would this be wise or would he just be better off seeing a psychiatrist?
EDIT: I forgot to mention the dose of 5-MEO-DMT was insufflated.
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